This is my situation. I'm 16, and I've been ugly my whole life. I'm supposed to be in my physical peak in beauty but I still look ugly.
I'm not out of shape, I'm not unhealthy, my hair isn't thin or short, my face just has unattractive facial features such as an underdeveloped jaw, big nose, low set cheekbones, hollow templates, slanted forehead, small lips, small, insunken, hollow eyes, no eyebrows almost and so forth.
I can't find love. No one has ever had a crush on me or ever seen me as a potential partner. I mean some old guys on the internet has wanted to h00kup, but that is a whole other thing. Men will hookup with ugly women and not commit to them, pluss these old guys has a creepy fetish for young girls. They wouldn't marry me for example.
I've been rejected by every person I've liked, and in real life men will not even look at me because I'm unattractive.
Right now I'm in a bad situation. I had lowered my standards so much that I had a crush on a guy who is younger than me, shorter than me, fat, conventionally unattractive like me but he still rejected me and only saw me as a friend. He has a huge crush on my sister, and when I asked why he said it's because "she's beautiful". Me and this guy have very compatible personalities but he still wants her only because she's beautiful.
I feel like I'll never find love. I'm in my prime now, and I have only 8 years left of it before I'm seen as leftovers. My looks will only get worse from now, not better.
I want to get married young, experience true love, have kids and so on. I'm loyal, I'm saving myself till marriage, I'm traditional, I'm religious, I have long hair but I am still not enough for any man.
What do I do?
