Why am I so worthless?

I have a VR headset, I don’t know if you know what meta horizon worlds is but it’s like a social app where you can meet people. Anyways there’s so many creeps on there but you meet occasional nice people.

Anyways, people have “meta boos” and it’s so cute. Some even met offline cause they got so serious.

I never get that luxury. I’m fat and ugly, guys only talk to me when being sexual. Or if they were interested they’d stay interested for a few minutes then once someone better looking came around they’d go to them. We have avatars and mine is plus sized and looks a lot like me. Some women on there are so gorgeous, my one friend doesn’t put a pfp up because she gets too much attention cause she’s a model.

I never get that, I have a cute pfp up but I’m nowhere near cute.

I know it’s not real life but the same thing happens offline. I get nothing in real life, if I do get something when someone better comes around I get left in the dust.

It’s quite crazy what being pretty does. My model friend takes men away from me cause she’s bossy and men like that, and she’s gorgeous. You can’t tell me men would choose me over someone hot. Like I already know that a man will settle. I also got told successful men don’t want big women that the poor men will want big women cause they will use them for money. I get told the desperate and insecure men who can’t find better will date me and sometimes want to get closer to the conventionally attractive women in my life.
Why am I so worthless?
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