What’s seen as Mutual love between boy & girl don’t exist?

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For 27 years I never had a boyfriend as guys I liked didn’t like me back or don’t want be my boyfriend. I never met family never experienced what being in love is like. I’m alone daily no sex nothing. Is this how people get married? Only guy likes girl and girl don’t like the guy?

I met one random guy that wants marry me but I don’t like him. There’s no bliss no attraction , no romance , no smoke on my face.
What’s seen as Mutual love between boy & girl don’t exist?
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