Girls, How do you date as a 40 years old with little dating experience?

I grew up very isolated and there wasn't a lot of girls around my apartment complex growing up. I was a loser in school no friends no girlfriend everyone hates me. I've been on two dates my whole life I was very nervous on both. I ran away on one of them. I got stood up twice. I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone and never will be because I grew up poor. I'm ashamed of it horribly. I want to be with someone but like I said I'm ashamed and terrified they're going to reject me for growing up poor.

Girls, How do you date as a 40 years old with little dating experience?
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