Questions: Dating

Women shown in picture could've got a lot better looking partner but they made a choice like this. So do they regret it later

Don't tell me bullshit like women don't go for looks they go for personality. I agree personality matters too but I both genders need some level of physical attraction to even fall for his/her personality.

So my doubt is just for the sake showing their open-mindedness to the outside world deep inside do these type of women regret later.

Picture this. You are sitting down with your so and they get a call from the hospital because they are needed so they have to leave the dinner table and go to work leaving you alone at the table.

There has been something weighing on my shoulders for a very long time.

I am 28, white, from the US, and I never had a real girlfriend. I am not the best looking guy in the world, probably average at best, and I am very short at 5 feet 6 inches. I am usually the shortest guy in the room by a big margin.

I have had a lot of setbacks and shortcomings over the years. I never really went to college that long, but I have companies interested in me wanting to offer me a 6 figure salary. I am a software engineer. Self taught.

As I said, I never had a real girlfriend. Most high school kids have more experience with relationships and intimacy than me. I haven't so much touched a woman in almost 8 years.

I am seeking a woman where we can be each other's first real relationship. I seek a woman that has never had a boyfriend or first love. That is a deal breaker.

Some people here say that I only like Asian women because they remind me of my ex-wife. However, I was ridiculously attracted to her when I met her 21 years ago before I even knew she was my type. Now long after her and dating a woman of my own race (White), I still feel intense things when I see Asian women.

I believe that I'm naturally attracted to Asian women, but the deep connection I had with my ex made it even more powerful.

Not acting on it of course. But like think her student is really attractive and sweet.