I've had moments where I wanted to rip my hair but god, I love Nursing so much. I can't even imagine doing anything else. My partner and I had a patient with the worst code brown. He was hemorrhaging out of his stomach so his stool was a mixture of blood and his own feces. When it was my turn to clean up, at one point I turned my head so I could breathe better and get a little bit of the smell out, literally all my partner said was, "keep wiping." Acter that everyone was laughing so that relieved tension in the air. Thanks to moments like that, its not all bad. But it's nothing like what's on TV.