Do you think it would be weird for me to apply at this fedex warehouse that I applied at years ago?

Like in 2020 needed a job, so I applied for a package handler job at a fedex warehouse. I signed a bunch of papers and I think I was at the point where they were gonna have me come in to watch training videos. I can't member exactly, but I think maybe I was having trouble filling out a paper myself so they told me to come to the fedex location so they could help me. Well I started having a panic attack, and I got scared and made up something as to why I couldn't take the job. I think I said I got another offer. I called the manager, and told her I changed my mind. She didn't answer so I left message and she never called me back. Well, I ended up getting another job, but I recently got let go, and they are hiring for the same position again. I'm in a better place now because I went on medication that reduces my anxiety. Well I really need a job now so I was gonna apply again. Do you think that would be awkward seeing as the same manager that was gonna hire me is still there.

Do you think it would be weird for me to apply at this fedex warehouse that I applied at years ago?
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