I feel like a dumb shit and can not find a job, what to do?

For 10 years i made online money : affiliate marketing, developing and selling some social media bots, and SEO was so easy back then. Then things got harder and my online business went down. I had to work in the hotels.

Since i know English and computers, i started to live in the dirty digs of the hotels and worked as a front desk receptionist. With low salary, dirty digs rooms, terrible food and poor behaviours. And i worked in that industry for 5 years.

And i am sick of it now.

I am trying to find my third way in life, but still cannot figure out a way and i feel so helpless.

Online business was a 9/10 Job

Where tourism/hotel business was only a 2/10 Job

I feel like a dumb shit and can not find a job, what to do?
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