Why do I think like this:(?

There is a "game" called space werewolf on weplay and I have been addicted to this game for a while. But I have an obsession, I like it when one of the vampires k*ll me, sometimes it turns me on. And when they didn't, I even cried. Am I a masochist or something?

Also sorry if I asked this on wrong topic

Why do I think like this:(?
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