Ever written/responded to fan mail?

I am a follower of a national team diver who has 16k followers in instagram. That woman is not even from my country, we dont have any mutual friends or any connections. I wrote her fan mail two days ago and the idea of her not responding ever just upsets me.

On instagram I have given a heart on all of her pictures, but then again each picture had always hundreds if not a few thousand hearts anyway. In text comments she just responds to her fellow team mate comments.

Dont let me become a he-bitch.
Man me up Gag homies and home girls!

To my friends, I call her my i. G
That stands for imaginary girlfriend. My friends in response, make fun of me for lusting over her who I will never meet or be even a friend of.
Ever written/responded to fan mail?
Ever written/responded to fan mail?
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