SOS
my mom raised me without nurturing sense of parenting style, always limit the money until i grow up. she never let me and my lilsis out of home, and we get this behavior that can't be independent, she disallow us having friendship service (by going out and meet up) thats why however we went to different kind education stage, nobody knew how our mom treat us.
she separated from my dad in 2003, due to religion differences practice. thats why we both never get close with dad along of our life. she is always being over protective, but she use the old fashion technique to control us.
at 2020 my dad passed away, due his complication diseases through out all his fight over his unfair life too. me and lilsis get lost until we are getting old now.
little example, mom always sees whatever we do negatively, controlling and manipulative behavior to get what she wanted, the more we are not strong enough to keep up our skills and unluckily i am not getting job since i was graduating from my bachelor, i never succeed to pass the really pressured office style working environment. i wanted to get cure by psychiatrist but it needs some sum of money i can't afford now (in my country every medical state needs payment unless for thus who has insurance which is take a lot of money too). as for the diagnosis of my borderline personality from a friend who wanted to help me with a free assessment but she can't do more than it.
my mom raised me without nurturing sense of parenting style, always limit the money until i grow up. she never let me and my lilsis out of home, and we get this behavior that can't be independent, she disallow us having friendship service (by going out and meet up) thats why however we went to different kind education stage, nobody knew how our mom treat us.
she separated from my dad in 2003, due to religion differences practice. thats why we both never get close with dad along of our life. she is always being over protective, but she use the old fashion technique to control us.
at 2020 my dad passed away, due his complication diseases through out all his fight over his unfair life too. me and lilsis get lost until we are getting old now.
little example, mom always sees whatever we do negatively, controlling and manipulative behavior to get what she wanted, the more we are not strong enough to keep up our skills and unluckily i am not getting job since i was graduating from my bachelor, i never succeed to pass the really pressured office style working environment. i wanted to get cure by psychiatrist but it needs some sum of money i can't afford now (in my country every medical state needs payment unless for thus who has insurance which is take a lot of money too). as for the diagnosis of my borderline personality from a friend who wanted to help me with a free assessment but she can't do more than it.
