Is it normal for me to be so antisocial?

[Anonymous]

I am 18 years old and I spend about 15-18 hours a day in front of the computer. I have anxiety disorder and I am an antisocial person. I received psychological treatment for 2 years. I have never been able to socialize since I was little.

I deal with internet work. I am a freelancer. I am Turkish, and I was able to earn 90,000 Turkish liras in 1 month in my country. (It is equivalent to around 3,000 dollars. I cannot buy a minimum model car in Türkiye for this money, but if I earned it in America, I could buy a 2016 model Minicoper brand car. The place we live in is our destiny...

I have never held a girl's hand in my life. If a girl hugs me, my hands and arms shake. I am in such a bad situation. I am a Turkish person with blue eyes and brown hair, 190 cm tall. However, no girl has ever talked to me because I am a quiet person.

[Anonymous]

It sounds like you're facing a complex mix of challenges, including social anxiety, isolation, and the pressures of navigating young adulthood in a challenging economic climate. While your financial success is notable, your emotional and social well-being are equally important. Prioritizing your mental health, exploring strategies to manage your anxiety, and gradually building social connections, even small ones, could significantly improve your quality of life.

[TheSpaceGnome]

What freelance job do you have? Does it allow for networking your way into finding a girlfriend?

[Asker]

No, unfortunately the girls are not coming and I give the money I earn to my family.

[TheSpaceGnome]

Generous but unfortunate