I dont understand whats making me obsessively post my pics online to dating apps and 7 cups?

from what I understand on that website 7 cups they think im beautiful in my own way. is that a saying signifying beauty for me is not on the outside? or that I do not fit the conventional standards of beauty which means = beautiful for looking a certain way. I always wonder if they say it to everyone out there.

how do I make myself feel beautiful so I won't have to go online?

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I even shared nudes and touched myself on camera. it was the worst experience ever. i really dont care what other people thought but I was butt ugly in every photo
I dont understand whats making me obsessively post my pics online to dating apps and 7 cups?
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