Why did my colleague kiss me?

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There is this guy I like...

A few weeks ago I had to work with his brother and he did ask me what type of guys I did fancy. Well I said, dark hair and brown eyes. And he immediately said his little brothers name, the one I really do like... So I said ow yeah he could be my boyfriend :-) He started to tease me with his little brother and I was afraid he would tell him about what I did say. So I did send my crush a message with in it what I did say to his brother . But he never responded to it.

We had a little party from our work and he was there too. Last year I sat on his lap for the whole evening, haha. So I was joking about it but again he did offer me his lab :-) But I didn't took his offer. With a bunch of people we went to the center of the city to go out again. He was the one who walked me to my bus stop and waited with me. Just to talk.

Week later I asked him out to go ice skating. But he said he was busy with buying gifts for his family. So he didn't came.

Before new years evening I asked him if he already did saw a movie in the cinema. He didn't and than he asked me if I saw it. Witch I didn't of course...so I asked him if he wanted to see it next week. And he did! So we went the next Wednesday. When he arrived I was stunned to see him! He had a new haircut witch make me like him even more... We bought tickets and he did buy me a drink and than we went. During the movie nothing happened but he did walk me to the bus although it was freezing cold! And he waited with me. In my head I made plans to hug him to say goodbye and try to kiss him on his cheek. But my bus came really early and I had to run to get him. I send him a message I liked it and I had a great time. He answered with he liked it too.

This Friday we went to a party again and he was there too. When we went home he walked me back to my car and we stayed there for 2 hours! We sat in the back of my car just talking and looking at each other. Than he suddenly started talking about he could kiss me but he said being colleagues was hard... I looked really weird and asked what are you talking about? And he said ohw I wish I never said it...i mean...and he was silent. Than I suddenly said I mean this...and he kissed me. He stopped and I asked him I still don't know what you mean. And he started french kissing me. And so we kissed for a long time and hugging a lot. After a lot of time I said we have to go to bed and he said see you soon! But now I teksted him to ask if we ever could be more than just colleagues because I really like him. But he doesn't answer it...

There was another guy at our work, he did like me, but I didn't like him back and we never talk anymore. This guy I liked said he didn't wanted us to end the same way...Could he be affraid? Was it really just a kiss or could it be he likes me back?
Why did my colleague kiss me?
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