I'm a very shy and anxious person and I've been all my life maybe that plays a part in it
Anyway what I noticed is that when I think a guy is hot I can't for the life of me even breathe in his direction, I will literally look anywhere but in his direction etc. for example. Sometimes I can feel whoever guy I think is hot staring at me or even see it and I can never look back at him.
When guys I don't like romantically talk to me I'm all bubbly and laughing and everything and when a hot guy talks to me I'm an awkward mess (which is common ik) and I seem as uninterested as it can get
Why is that and how do I fix it