He asked me once ''why are you so angry, why you hate you''? I replied with an ''Shut up idiot. Does it look like I want to speak with you?''. In my private moments without anyone looking, I used to smile.
Eventually I grew out of that phase and we're going to be in our last year of HS after summer ends. We're friends now but I accidentally left my private journal at his house not so long ago and he returned it the next day. For sure he read it all or some of it. Guys how would you react if the girl you thought hated you... actually always had a crush on you?