Call of the void?

[Tomislav7]

Had this odd experience years ago when I went to jump off a 13m high tunnel at this beach. At the top I was feeling unsure if I would do it or not and ultimately had this feeling of being pushed from behind then I just went and did it. Legitimately felt as if there was a ghost or spirit pushing me physically from behind. I went in with the intention of jumping so it wasn’t a fear or suicidal ideation, almost as if I was being reassured that it would be ok and to just do it

[SueShe]

The internet states about that "call of the void" that

This "high place phenomenon" can be a sign of anxiety sensitivity or a healthy survival instinct misinterpreting the brain's desire to avoid danger. While the fleeting thoughts are typically harmless, persistent or distressing thoughts about self-harm should not be ignored and warrant professional help.

Also, people with fear of heights feel as if they need to jump because they state that they are attracted by the void below.

It is certainly not a healthy behavior. On that date, nothing happened to you but that does not mean that future jumps may end as harmless as that one.

[slatyb]

Really 13m? That's really high for someone who is not a trained diver. People are seriously injured jumping from heights into water.

[Tomislav7]

Oh hell no I didn’t dive in from that high lol just jumped in feet first

[Staximus]

Were you trying to kill yourself or just doing stupid shit for fun?

[exitseven]

there are things in the universe that we cannot perceive. Sometimes when conditions permit we may get a glimpse of it or maybe just a feeling.