How was suicide personally affect you?

[Anonymous]

Personal Experiences with a friend or family member who has or who has tried to commit suicide and how its effected you.

[Victorianne]

A guy i went to school with committed suicide last year. I was devastated when i found out. He was such a nice guy and a good friend , but we lost touch over the years. He had severe depression and hanged himself at his home.

I have a profound empathy and compassion for people who are suicidal, because they don't really want to end their life, they want to put an end to their emotional pain and suffering.

My heart goes out to them and the family they leave behind. One of the saddest thoughts is how alone they must feel moments just before they end their life. No one can even comprehend the deep despair and inward pain they must be going through as they prepare to end their own life :(

[Victorianne]

Thank you fro the MHO

[Victorianne]

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[SarcasmIsMyFriend]

My cousin committed suicide about 5 years ago when he was 16. I wasn't that close to him but it brings pain to my heart seeing his parents withdraw from family gatherings and holidays. I have been depressed in the past before his death and considered suicide. Since his death, I have not even questioned the possibility of taking my own life because I saw the immense toll it took on his parents and siblings.(also not suffering from depression anymore) I fear his parents will never be the same again. I am also highly aware of signs of depression and possible thoughts of suicide as a way to prevent my friends of doing the same thing.

[Anonymous]

I've been thinking about doing it lately. I just don't want to live any more. I'm tired of being me, and looking at myself in the mirror. I don't see the point of carrying on, we all die one day anyway.

[Waffles731]

I've attempted suicide twice,
My depression is Bad enough that I'm pretty sure that someday in the future I will end up making another attempt in the future

[rileypantera]

My freind almost killed herself because of people bullying her. In the end the situation got me suspended for a week and changed everything about how I think.

Gay people are just like anyone else and they don't deserve to be be bullied.

[thewanderingme]

it hasn't. I don't know anyone who committed suicide

[FlutteringFeelings]

Naaah. I just pray if thats the case of me being in that mental state of mind.

[aliceinwonderland69]

I have attempted suicide and my ex also did the same. I can't think of a part of my life depression hasn't affected.

[Decentguy]

iv'e tried to commit suicide since i was a kid, and honestly i tried some days ago, and the effects of my committing suicide was on my parents and they were crying and was very scared.

[Becky01]

I am the who has tried to commit suicide now I have people keeping an eye on me and ringing weekly to check up on how things are

[brewersfan01]

known a few people that have cut it short, but no nobody close to me so I was indifferent about it. I like to surround myself with people stronger and more emotionally mature than that.

[abbabby]

couple of years ago one of my relatives committed suicide. i get deeply depressed whenever i see the condition of his parents

[Riggers]

I long for the day i have the balls to do it.