Why do I imagine myself skinny but can't achieve my imagination?

[Anonymous]

I'm 15 years old and weighs 240 pounds and is 5'7". I want to lose weight this summer and go through my glo up process. I hate the way I look now, I can't figure out why I don't care about appearance. Every time I keep telling myself I'm gonna do it, I become extremely lazy and goes on to start not caring on myself. I been big since the 3rd grade then I went to medium weight in 7th grade by starving myself in school. I moved in 8th grade then gained a lot of pounds out of nowhere. I was picked on in 9th grade and now I'm going to be a sophomore. I kept imagining myself becoming skinny and admirable to the girls, the more I kept thinking that the more I procrastinate and thinking I'm going to be skinny like magic. Now, I feel like I'm gaining more pounds than ever. I keep on bulking and that's it. I try stop eating but keep on getting more hungry. Nothing will satisfy my hunger for some reason. I told my mom to get a membership for the gym and she kept being cheap about it and say do sit ups and I told her that it wouldn't do that much effect on me and it will take longer. I want to become skinny by the start of school so I can wear style clohing that'll fit me. I can't even force myself to do cardio on an empty stomach. It's like my brain is telling me to go for it but my body is rejecting that command like it's rebelling.

[Ntnrmlchck]

Starving yourself is going to cause you to gain even more weight. You're confusing your body a forcing it to take absolutely anything you eat and store it. You're causing your metabolism to slow down in order to conserve your energy which is why you feel so sluggish. You don't need a gym. If you start out with just a simple mile long walk a day, cut out any kind of sugary beverages you drink and eat regular meals, just not big portions, you should see a difference. Also avoid eating after 7pm, if you eat close to the time that you sleep, you intake calories that sleep doesn't burn. You can do this. Small goals.

[selmo93]

It's because your too lazy to do it. Simple. You just need the motivation
and you shouldn't call your mum cheap for not getting you a gym membership when I'm sure she gives you money as is

[NerdInDenial]

You maybe addicted to food so you may need to figure out what is making you eat. However, the first step is to get rid of the unhealthy snacks or have the snacks locked. Prior to eating a meal, drink two or three glasses of water. Stick with lean meat and vegetables. For exercises, find High intensity interval training (HIIT) on YouTube. Also, you need to lift weights; that burns calories and fat as well. Do things like squats and lunges and burpees. At your weight you can have strong legs. Go for sprint intervals as well

[MaiNameIsSunshine]

Eat healthy.
Drink only water and plenty of it.
Avoid empty carbs.
Do sit ups.
Do cardio.

Don't procrastinate.