Who's gonna be the one to save me??

I'm down!I'll be 20 years old the coming July.When I was 17,my mom accidentally let out that I was a little bit fat,so I tried hard to lose weight.I spent a year reducing 20KG,and I was seized with the anorexia.Unfortunately,i developed bulimia at my eighteen.Since then,disease of gluttony of alternate sex anorexia puzzles me!I can't control myself and I miss many perfect things in my life!I grow up in one-parent family and my mom doesn't know that!What should I do?I'm afraid to imagine what my future shall be like and I really really need help!
Who's gonna be the one to save me??
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