PostSecret: You Are Invited To Share a Secret

[StingRayxoxo]

Have you ever heard of PostSecret?

PostSecret is an ongoing community art project where send in their Secret on a post card. Between the website and published books, the power of secrets has connected many and even contributed funding to the National Suicide Prevention Hotline.
I stumbled across a PostSecret book during one of the lowest points of my life. These were secrets of all kinds. Some made me laugh, some made me cry, and some made me sink a bit lower. But reading the secrets people shared made me feel less alone in the world.

So I'm sharing these now--- just a few in case you've never seen or heard.

And then I'll ask you... Would you like to share a secret?

[linaashxx]

Uhh, I don’t really have interesting ‘secret’

This isn’t s secret but my sisters boyfriend (at the time) who’s now her ex — messaged me on daily basis and every 5 minutes whereas he would only message her every 3 hours.

At the beginning it felt friendly and I did warn her before all this, I said ‘please don’t give your boyfriends number to me!’ And she laughed it off and thought I was being too dramatic. Men are predictable. She didn’t listen and gave it to me (I had to pick something up from her Uni and he’s always at hers.)

So yeah after that I picked something up he would not stop talking to me. I asked my little brother whether this was normal and he said ‘yeah he’s looking out for you like a brother’ my instincts says otherwise.

My sister found out he had been messaging me— I even planned on talking to her about it but I truly didn’t know how? She would be devastated and hate me despite it not even being my fault. I kept it plain as possible.

So she knew I had no interest in the man, I kept it friendly. Shower her every single screenshot and allowed her to go through the entire chat :D
He got annoyed but yeah that’s my sis.

But yeah me and my sister are still very close. There was a time where my ex liked my sister and I didn’t hold a grudge against her.

[linaashxx]

Thank you for the MHO! 😊

[AlienParasite]

Oh, but what is cool is not just sharing a secret, but making the postcard, in the end is like a mini piece of art and at the same time as if it were a piece of someone's soul.

[StingRayxoxo]

Very good point!

[lightbulb27]

How do you get to post so many photos where the GAG editor constantly creates headaches and limitations for me? You must be special:)

Yea, great post, it's the concept of confession, being open and exposing these things creates connection to others, releases the power of those things and like a lot of these, benefits others.

Love the idea of writing notes in books... not sure the library does!

The Random hug was awsome!

...
A big one for me is I was very close to a prior female friends son, he was my best buddy, I don't have kids, and it broke my heart to leave him as I did and disconnect.

I shot a baby bird when I was little, it was tragic for me such that I don't hurt things generally, I save ants and toss them out! I'm very sorry to that birds mother... who I saw not long after looking for her lost baby. :(

I still love my 5th grade teacher, even though she's like 75 now, same feelings! I mis Mr's S.!

[StingRayxoxo]

Hmmm? Does it give you trouble with photos on mytakes?
I was imagining a folded note that was inserted into a book.
The baby bird one got me.

Thanks for sharing!

[lightbulb27]

mytakes are ok, i have less space in questions. oh well... maybe when I'm higher level:)

[Wowgirl30q]

She's loved by administration

[BBubbles]

I once told a pretty GAG girl that I would like to attend an underground concert in a cavern in Tennessee. But the truth be told; I think I'd feel too claustrophobic. I feel like a rotten bastard, and I hope she can forgive me. What does it mean? But I would like to see Firefall. Now THAT I could do.

[StingRayxoxo]

I'd be claustrophobic too!! But I think I'd still go.

[BBubbles]

Maybe if you stayed in the far back near the exit, it wouldn't be too bad.

[StingRayxoxo]

You may have to travel a ways underground to get to the area where the concert is held. I dont think there's a quick exit...

[BBubbles]

Yuck. Maybe I'll just watch it on Showtime.

[pervertedjester]

Out of the 25 years I've been having sex I've only climaxed twice with a partner. Every other time I just fake it so I don't hurt her feelings.

[Anonymous]

I was emotionally and mentally violated by my sister boyfriend who is now her husband. I was at the lowest of my life. I had my Autistic brother to keep me company. It was just us, we were helping each other and paying the bills. We had no car and took the bus for transportation. So one day I called my sister who was living with her boyfriend. If she can drop off some groceries and I would pay her. Turns out her boyfriend showed up, I told him thank you. Then out of nowhere, he judged me the way no one has EVER judged me before. He told me I would never get anywhere in life cause I’m a pushover. I got an autistic brother in the way. I don’t have a car. And no one would ever hire me cause my voice is very candidly. I told him he has no right to judge me since he does not know me. Then he said: “I’m not judging, I’m just calling what I see. You and your brother are the worst condition people I’ve ever met.” I was frozen, shocked, and stunned...

I called my sister telling her what happened. And I never wanted him to set foot inside my house.

But what really pissed me off, is this man has abused and kicked my sister out far too many times. That she stays with me. He is a lazy person who never cleans up after himself and ask my sister to ask my parents for money. Even his own mother and stepdad kicked him out.

And my autistic brother is so smart. And he loves to organize and clean up everything.

And how has this affected me? ...
I’m already shy and insecure about myself. I feel with his harsh criticism and judgement. I’m scared to be in a relationship. Cause I’m afraid no guy would like me the way I am.

[Anonymous]

1. I have frequent thoughts and dreams of murdering those around me to free them of this painful sinful world even though I really love everyone.
2. I have many friend but wish I had someone to share my deep thoughts with and have a real conversation with, or debate ideas with.
3. I'm ready to die at any time despite my young age, im content with the life iv'e had
4. I was pressured into having sex with my ex multiple times despite me regretting it every time and never really wanting sex in the first place, just someone to chill with.
5. I see the shadows of people in the corners of my eyes and other hallucinations everywhere in my field of vision.
6. I can never keep a friendship where me and the other person only talk, I run out of things to say unless we're walking or doing some other activity.
7. When I was 14 I was offered thousands to have intercourse with a dudes wife and was seriously considering it before turning it down.
Some of these were kinda strong and others kinda mediocre secretes, sorry for not putting them in any particular order.

[Anonymous]

When I was married, my step-daughter would walk around the house in her panties and bra and if her mom wasn't at home (happened fairly often) she would sometimes walk around in just her panties. She flirted with me constantly and I had a very strong desire to have sex with her but I never said or did anything that was inappropriate.

[Anonymous]

A few years ago I tried to kill myself by overdosing on sleeping pills and Nyquil.

Afterwards I felt ashamed that I would try such a simple and stupid method when I had guns available to me, but also a little proud that my body was able to survive it.

I learned to close myself off from feeling things to protect my self, but now I find it difficult to feel happy or angry anymore. And if I do it's usually fleeting. Not that I'm complaining about it. It's just weird comparing how I am now to how I used to be. It is, in my opinion, better than risking feeling like I did when I tried to kill myself. Though those feelings/thoughts still surface from time to time, I am more equipped to handle them. Sacrificing my ability to feel like others makes me feel less human and more like a robot, but it's worth the trade.

[SuccessfulHornDog]

Did your attempt damage your liver or kidneys?

[Opinion Owner]

@SuccessfulHornDog No. They got to me before they did and flushed everything from my system.

[SuccessfulHornDog]

That's lucky

[RussianNestingDoll]

I feel like most people don’t listen to me, just try to push their own agenda. I think a lot of people can’t see past themselves but I secretly wish something really bad would happen to them for not listening to me,

[VIVANT]

So far you seem very insightful to me. As a result I have paid close attention to your answer on posts. 😌

[RussianNestingDoll]

@VIVANT Thank you ❤️

[VIVANT]

😌😌😊

[ThisIsMyOpinion]

I have so much repressed anger it hurts. Worst part it's anger towards myself

[ThisIsMyOpinion]

Why three people upvoted this? Do you relate?

[StingRayxoxo]

Maybe because they relate or maybe they appreciate you sharing something like this.

[ThisIsMyOpinion]

Why would they appreciate me sharing this?

[StingRayxoxo]

Because in some way, shape, or form, sharing a secret--- related or not--- makes us feel less alone in the world.

[ThisIsMyOpinion]

Is that why you made this post?

[StingRayxoxo]

That is exactly why I made this post. 😊

[ThisIsMyOpinion]

Have a thumbs up then

[Anonymous]

This was truly one of my favorite library book finds a few years back. The truth is, the only person we can truly know is ourselves, so as much as you think, omg, that's crazy, this person needs to tell someone about this, we all have some type of secret or just part of us we don't share with others. Share a secret, nah. A little mystery in life is good.

[Anonymous]

I've never been able to tell my parents that I was raped by an ex boyfriend.
We didn't have sex while we were dating because I wasn't ready, we became friends with each other after we broke up.
He knew that I'd had too much to drink because I was throwing up and then I passed out. I came to and he was on top of me, I tried to push him off but then I passed out again.
I was 19 and I still hate him I'd really like to punch him in the throat.

[Poormanscomedian]

So when women throw up and that turns him on.

[Opinion Owner]

@Poormanscomedian god imagine I smelt 😖.
And passed out who the hell wants to get it on with anyone who can't reciprocate.
There's nothing hotter than consent.
My husband and I still ask each other if it's OK if the other is in the mood.

[Phanta]

At one time I was driving 105 miles and hour while having bad brakes and probably legally drunk. Thank God I quit drinking.

[StingRayxoxo]

Good thing! Glad that no one was injured!

[Phanta]

It was out in the country. I was the only one on the road.

[BlackDawn]

I'm not suicidal anymore, I don't want to die, but I'm still waiting to die.

[scorpios]

i know i dont know you but im here if you need someone to talk to just message me if you do :)

[BlackDawn]

Thanks babe appreciate it :)

[scorpios]

no problem sweetie 💐

[BlackDawn]

💚💚💚💚

[scorpios]

💜💜❤︎ 💜💜

[oreoloving]

I hope you’re okay. believe me when I say you are beautiful and you are loved! I truly believe everyone deserves happiness! I to was at a low point in my life but I overcame it with time and by surrounding myself with people who loved and cared for me. I’m only a message away if you ever want to talk 😊

[BlackDawn]

I appreciate that babe, thanks :) I needed to hear that

[Agape93]

Hon..

[Anonymous]

I am often worried about my personality when talking to people. When I first meet people I often seem cold and uninterested but slowly become more talkative. I am worried I come off as boring because I have few interests and am not good at conversations. I have nothing to say and because of that I avoid talking to people in general.

[Opinion Owner]

This has nothing to do with the post but my 21yo brother is listening to BTS (kpop) in the shower and I had to tell someone.

[Desconhecida]

Yes, I love it! I used to spend hours reading the most delightful and absurd secrets from anonymous sources... dying to grow some balls to finally post my own dirty confession as well! LOL

[StingRayxoxo]

Someday you should!

[Desconhecida]

I'm so glad you didn't ask me to do it here! Hahaha
Thanks for sparing me! 🤣🤣💋

[StingRayxoxo]

I figure that when you're ready, you'll do it! ,😊😊

[Anonymous]

I was offered to participate in an orgy where I was the only guy invited. I declined the offer as I was not ready for sex and wanted to stay virgin in hope for finding my ideal girl.

[EnocV]

That's good brother

[StingRayxoxo]

Well that's amazing!!! 😊

[Opinion Owner]

Thanks to you both for the acknowledgement.

[AndrewMG]

@StingRayxoxo F*ck, some of those are heartbreaking ( some are just plain funny), I'm too tired to add my own at this moment but thanks for sharing!

[StingRayxoxo]

Some of the ones that other gaggers have shared made me sad/concerned.
Glad you enjoyed it!

[AndrewMG]

@StingRayxoxo I know and big congratulations for their honesty, I've probably 20 to add to those either publicly or privately but the majority can wait till I'm more awake lol

[NYCQuestions1976]

Here's my secret: I have a GaG account. My name there is @NYCQuestions1976. Shh. Don't tell anyone...

[StingRayxoxo]

So relatable.. haha

[NYCQuestions1976]

This site is like an internet underground.

[oreoloving]

my secret is I am scared to get into a relationship and be intimate with a guy because I have been abused and taken advantage of by men in the past.

[EnocV]

Sorry to hear that.. men are fuckin idiots.. but some are great.. hope you find one of those great men

[oreoloving]

not all men are the same and I know that now. thank you 😊

[humanearth]

Never heard of it till now. I will definitely check them out right now as a matter a fact

[humanearth]

I have a post card filled out ready to mailed. Thank You I full of secrets, now I can tell them without telling. If you know what I mean.

[StingRayxoxo]

I love that you did it!!! I hope it gives you what you need!!

[Anonymous]

I am usually a nice person quiet and shy until provoked and have a very aggressive side that most people have never seen until almost cracking a guys skull open in front of a small crowd ( all the crowd knew me) not many had seen this side of me. Everyone was speechless and scared to talk to me after that
Also suffered from depression and used to be a cutter but got help with that

[Anonymous]

I did sex work throughout college. No one knew... except my ex found out and I stopped pretty much out of embarrassment. Have a career now sometimes I’ll do it It makes me feel good and then I feel worthless after... I start therapy this weekend.

[Bhragu]

You reminded me about a story of a girl who was a PhD candidate at MIT who needed money for tuition so she started working as a sex worker to finance her education.

[Opinion Owner]

Yea things happen...

[Poormanscomedian]

Things are never that bad to sell yourself and dignity. But any boyfriend needs to know that.