Is it normal to think this way?

deadcyrus
I often find myself thinking of existence. Stuff like, “Why are we here? What is the purpose of anything? You’re going to die anyways, what’s the point?”
It’s not because I’m suicidal, I just find everything so boring. Everything’s bland. It’s like life is in black and white for me. For some reason I wish nothing existed at all, there is no point to anything. Existing annoys me, and I would hate to die knowing things had still existed. If there was a button or something I could press to end all existence, I would. But then again, I would still be annoyed that things still existed in the first place.
Do you think there’s something wrong with me? If so, why?
And if you agree with me, why?

TL;DR, I wish nothing existed at all. Do you think it’s wrong? Why or why not?
Is it normal to think this way?
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