Long ago in my early 20's, I once said out loud ''I wish I never ever got pregnant''. Certain people thought either I'm crazy, had bad luck or something is wrong with me.
I'm currently 34 years old right now and things happened in my life. There was a time I got sick and could've died from 4-5 years of sudden low blood counts. It took so long for doctors to find out what was wrong and got told ''You can die if you get pregnant''. The issue got solved 2 years ago (I had a stomach surgery) but I'm still under my last treatment pills and have yet to be on medical clearance.
In addition, I've just created a bakery online business and saving money for the near future. I don't really have enough for a family; a lot was spent on the surgery and medications. The thing is my bad wish seemed to have come true. Someone once told me to be careful what you wish for, you might get it.
Present-day:
I take it back. I regret ever wishing that, ever mocking crying babies, ever referring them to brats, make fun of people having multiple children. Even if I my business becomes successful, I'll still be lacking a family. I'm at the time that if I get pregnant, I wouldn't care if it were a multiple birth. I would give anything to form a family. I wish to revert back that bad wish. Every time I've wished for something bad or made fun of people long ago, something happens.
I'm currently 34 years old right now and things happened in my life. There was a time I got sick and could've died from 4-5 years of sudden low blood counts. It took so long for doctors to find out what was wrong and got told ''You can die if you get pregnant''. The issue got solved 2 years ago (I had a stomach surgery) but I'm still under my last treatment pills and have yet to be on medical clearance.
In addition, I've just created a bakery online business and saving money for the near future. I don't really have enough for a family; a lot was spent on the surgery and medications. The thing is my bad wish seemed to have come true. Someone once told me to be careful what you wish for, you might get it.
Present-day:
I take it back. I regret ever wishing that, ever mocking crying babies, ever referring them to brats, make fun of people having multiple children. Even if I my business becomes successful, I'll still be lacking a family. I'm at the time that if I get pregnant, I wouldn't care if it were a multiple birth. I would give anything to form a family. I wish to revert back that bad wish. Every time I've wished for something bad or made fun of people long ago, something happens.
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Here is my wishes for now:
- Take back bad things I've ever wished for... I take it back
- Bless me with a child or several... I don't care how many
- Take back bad things I've ever wished for... I take it back
- Bless me with a child or several... I don't care how many
