What's a thought that you accidentally through and now you can't stop thinking it?

[jonquillouis222]

[AmandaYVR]

Unfortunately the strongest, most specific memory I have of my last dog is when I cut her nails too short and didn't realize that she was in major pain, not just being fussy and nervous while I was doing it. I feel so bad. I cannot get this horrible day out of my head.

Similarly, one of my pet rabbits years ago, she never wanted to go outside on the deck at night, and I never knew why. I knew she wanted to stay, play in the house, but I didn't understand. One morning, we found her dead on the dead. She had been mauled by an animal. We think it was a raccoon. Her fur was everywhere. It broke my heart.

[_Aragorn]

that's really sad. but try to forgive yourself

[AmandaYVR]

@_Aragorn Thank you. I wish I could. I have such an incredibly hard time getting over some things. I learned, I would not make the same mistakes again, but they still haunt me. I often think my brain is wired too intensely when it comes to trauma. It's a curse.

[_Aragorn]

you might be more sensitive or it can be a trauma as well. did you do something in order to soften this haunting thoughts, feelings?

[AmandaYVR]

Yeah I’m definitely a sensitive person. When I see animals or someone in pain or distress I get a shot of something up my spine, makes me queasy almost. Some would call this being an empath. I don’t know. I just know that these types of things are very intense for me.

I haven’t ever thought of any way to soften these haunting thoughts. I try to change the thought to something else, or something more positive, but it’s a very strong pull in the negative direction that I have to fight. It’s the traumatic events or relaizations that burn into the brain.

If you have any thoughts on how to soften, I’m interested, open to it.

[_Aragorn]

Hi Amanda, I really like to think together with you about this subject. I can dm if you're okay with it.

[Anonymous]

I am dealing with a very bad memory right now, and it won't go away.

[Mgtow1990]

Guess you can say at this point just being a bitch to women cause that's all us men are now so might as well just give in

[Guy13]

I’m brain 🧠 dead so this is not an issue for me 🙃🙃

[Anonymous]

Sex with my co-worker

[Kkoalalita]

The human centipede

[Passing_by]

Death