





I can't stop thinking about my dad's health. He's had problems with addictions my whole life and every time I talk to him over the phone he sounds extremely tired and depressed. Now with this virus going around I'm even more worried.
I'm sorry to hear that. Just keep checking on him, and be there if he needs support.β₯οΈ
Thanks. I think we can all use some support these days.
You said a mouthful there!! So true!
Very nice, thanks for the mho!
Welcome π hope all is well!
I'm an Anal-yst! So yes, EVERYTHING!
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Kindness, Creativity and LOVE!!! Always and Forever Will continue my Moral Compass, Compassion, Prays, Patience and Perspectives...
BUT HEY !! I Need To Add My OVER THOUGHTS Here!
I Am Somewhat getting used to this Rewired Way Of Motivational Encouragement in todays Self Help and Worth to Better and Not Bitter, Anger Negatives and Only Live Once type CrapShizzles BUT, Everytime I here SELF THOUGHT QUOTES,,,, i can't help to Stance in Poor Influential Possibility of where Wisdom Is MissUsed by many... ((( it's like ""BYE FASLISHA"") Grrr,,,, I hate that Quote! do to My Ex and Her Anger... she would say that to me. As I was leaving when she was Hating Me, Making Me, Leave because her dumb as dramatic ways and stupid phrases, just to Rub In and Hurt this me guy more and more..., as I'm respectfully having to exit her door, over and over , more and more... She Throughout LOVE and became all immoral, Guilt Stricken, Poor Processing and Deeply Depressed... she still stood Always To Fall, when Not Following Her Heart and Let her Hurts, Hates and Unhealing Habitts to pile and pile and pile... """My Beautifully Confused Poor Me Girl Entitled Go Getm Lovely Lady Girl Of Mine !""" Had become HURTING ME sooo much and soo often... I WOULD PREY OFTEN ,,, " God, Please Help Her, She Knows Not What She Does and says, Please Help Her Find Her Ways?"""
Anyways, Some People can't Handle Wisdom, how to apply it, when, with whom and just sounds Regurgitated, Missused and Extremely Manipulative!!! It's like Religious MissUsed but not WalkingThe Walk, just Talking Selfish, (Thow Better Than) type Conflicting Confusing Conceited Confidence?
So Point Being... Yes " Follow Ur Heart, Make Ur Way, Dont Fall Victom or Prayed Upon... but when Cheating Feels Good, and allowing Hurt, Using Others, Selfish Gains, Never Wrong, Everyone Elses Faults, Creates Dramma Filled Environments, Falling Into Lust, Drugs and Hate
Instant Gradification Quotes of : ?
I AM WORTH MORE,
NEVER LET A MAN TELL U ANYTHING
ONE LIFE TO LIVE
U DISERVE MORE
HE IS NOT UR TIME
THERE MORE FISH IN THE SEA
ITS NOT U, ITS THEM
HURT PEOPLE, HURT, PEOPLE
IF he's NOT BUILDING U, he's KILLING U
"IF HE didn't PUT A RING ON IT"
"ALL HIS BOXES TO THE LEFT"
IF U DONT MAKE MISTAKES, UR NOT TRYING?
he's NOT WORTH UR TIME
""""""""DO WHAT FEELS GOOD""""""""
Oh And BYE FALISHA!!!
Haha soooooo sorry for my rants.
I love "99 times failed and the 100th was successful, persistence believe, trust ur instinks, follow ur heart, dont ever give up, U Can Do It, Dont ever let Anyone Tell U that U Cant! (Im gunna ride my horse to the hotel room, im gunna ride till i can't no mo, Ain't No Body Tell me Nuthin, ain't No Body Tell Me Nuthin")
WTF
Haha just saying, Power In the wrongs can Mislead a person astray, f
Learning Proper Pro essing with Positive and Poor knowledge can make A Better Life!!
Of course. I'm not an obsessive kind of person, so I've never had anything consume me to an unhealthy degree. But I've gotten really involved with things like college courses, playing music, and various projects, causes and even my job, to the extent that they even occupied my dreams.
When my mom was dying from cancer over the period a year, I thought about her all the time. After she died I thought about her a lot, too.
When I was in relationships, I thought about those ladies a lot. There was one particular girlfriend that I still think about from time to time and will never forget even though she passed away a few years ago.
Sorry to hear about your mom β₯οΈ and hopefully it's good memories of your girlfriend who passed that you cherish β₯οΈ sometimes those memories ease the pain a little
Yeah, that we all die, and that people I like are dead and I'll never see them again, but death is a good thing because if we lived forever that would get super boring eventually, and that we are incapable of knowing somethings, and that we are just a bunch of atoms, and it's impossible to disprove we are in a simulation, and that I have to get a job but I hate social interaction, and that ai could very likely take over but that could be the best thing that ever happens to us, and so on. I like art because then I can get a bunch of thoughts out of my head.
You sound like you have a lot that goes through your mind at once. That's how I get sometimes. Art sounds like a good outlet to let some thoughts go. That's great you have that
Lately, I've been thinking of my military days, where there were so many jerks. They would yell, scream, pound the table and have a clenched fist to back their words.
I keep thinking of these assholes and I don't know why. Every day I have to catch myself thinking about it. Some days are better than others.
Sometimes we can't control or even understand where our mind goes
About my truck engine I'm building. I'm alwaya thinking how I can build more low end torque.
And I'm always thinking about my crossdressing habit as well.
Yeah, them two hobbies don't go well together.
But they are always on my mind
They don't have to go well together. Good people are the ones that are multi-faceted like a jewel. That's how I see myself. Being one way doesn't stick you in just one slot. Actually that's the topic of my next question post gonna be about as soon as I can word it the way I mean it to say lol
Yes... Lots of things
1. Creating a framework that's in my mind since a year now.
2. Traveling to Europe.
3. Beating the hell out of my worse wishers.
4. Seducing my neighbors mom as it's been 4 years we've been stalking each other now, but never get the opportunity.
# 4 tho lol π
π¬ its one of my wishes.
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Thank you wish me luck πππ
Luck lol
Do you mind if we can talk offline?
Interesting question.
I'd say I can never stop thinking about how it feels to be dead. It's something nobody knows and the ones who experience can't tell you, cause obviously they're not in this world. It piques my curiosity and even if I don't think about it consciously it's still going on in my subconscious.
Yeah that's something I don't think you'll ever really get the answer to. Though there are those that say they died for minutes and come back talking about their experience. Whether it's true or not, well π€·πΌββοΈ
What do you think you your computer processes when it's turned off. Nothing and that's what/why you will feel nothing because you stop existing. I don't know what is so complicated in this as it seems to be true almost by definition..
@sensible27 sure. So we all just switch off permanently when we die. Great.
Occasionally. Of course, I DID manage to stop thinking about it... when something else grabbed and held my attention. Basically, what the question describes is called a fixation β one step short of an obsession. The former is frequently a passing nuisance. The latter is a menace.
As to details, I am afraid these things can become as unimportant and easily-forgettable when one disengages from them as they were momentous and arresting before. They did for me, anyway.
I lay in bed all the time and think about the past I live on just a few hours of sleep at best a night. I've always have had a hard time sleeping even as a baby my mom use to put signs in the yard warning not to wake me.
Hope things get better for you soon π€β₯οΈπ€
Yeah my son Raymond passed away October 7th 2019 from ewing sarcoma cancer. And as a father I feel like I should be able to help with anything and defeat anything for my kids... 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔
I'm so sorry to hear that. I lost my husband 10/6/2013. And as hard as that was, if something happened to one of my two girls or grandson, I don't know how I'd get through that
Agreed I'm sorry for your loss as well it's not easy honestly if I didn't have my five of their kids I wouldn't even be here
I do understand that. My first daughter was born very premature and given 5% chance of living and that's exactly how I felt about if she were to die.
Yeah ask you posted it many many times when he was sick. That if he goes I go with him but my ten-year-old daughter made me rethink that
Of course she did. She needs you now more than ever.
I've been out of my last relationship for a year and a half now. There are times where I will literally have the same dream of waking up next to her telling her about this nightmare I had where she left me and how bad everything was, she then tells me that she will never leave me. I have times driving down the road where I'll flashback to her screaming at me over something her ex roommate did. I go months without even thinking her name, but when she pops into my mind I can't make her go away.
My Chihuahua after he died. Hurt me more than anything so far. Even though he was almost 16 , I feel I could have done more for him and he could have lived 20 years. It has over 6 months and I still look for him at times.
Sorry. I'm sure you really miss him. 16 years is a long time. So know you were attached. When the pain eases more, do you think you'll get another pet?
dont think so
Well hope you feel better soon
I must go on
After my beloved dog died, I dreamed of her for many years. Sometimes she would come to my bedside and it was such a vivid experience. Although it's been over 20-years, I still dream of her now and then. It's not as frequently or vividly as before.
@David92506
Sorry to hear that. I know how attached people get to their pets. My younger daughter has two cats she treats like her babies, she don't have kids and don't think plans to. But swear she show more love to then cats then to me π lol
The very first time I had sex, I couldn't stop thinking about it for months!
Must of been good π lol
Well, it was certainly better than masturbation :p
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Yes, but it's music/songs. They just keep playing. Years ago, I heard an old song, Mexican Radio by Wall of Voodoo and it played for a week.
Oh yeah that's happened to me before. Good to know happens to someone else. So I'm not crazy lol or we both are π€ͺ lmao π
Lol maybe listen to different song to get that one out of your head lol
ππ Right? Although, you don't, right?ππ
Yes! Someone I am extremely interested in.. The thinking would be there day and night..
I know how that is thinking about something or someone and can't get it or them out of your mind
It's really hard to control too π©
Sorry. This lockdown probably don't help that
Yes it's amasing how you experience some thing and it's as if it's imprinted in your brain. It's like having a picture on your computer screen you cannot get off...
Omg right? Although mine is playing multiples at once
You can't help what you dream about. But you don't act on it? It'd be different if she wasn't married but she is. And even if not happily, those things never end well for anyone
I'm sure it sucks to have feelings for someone"off limits" . Maybe if you find someone that you could be into that is into you, just not married lol
I have made some mistakes in the past, and I couldn't stop thinking about them.
Some mistakes we learn from if we don't repeat them. And we're all human. We all make mistakes β₯οΈπ€
That's great. Then see, look at it as more a life learning lesson π€π€
Even better. Although unfortunately, some people can seem to only learn from their own mistakes π€·πΌββοΈ
I am really thinking a lot about pizza.. Since I haven't eaten it for a very long time due to quarantine. I can tell you that I absolutely love pizza so it's next to impossible to not think about it
I hope you can have pizza soon. Or couldn't you make a homemade pizza?
Can't find cheese, the supermarket is out of stock
Oh that's a bummer
There was this guy, he was my crush. I literally couldn't stop thinking about him no matter how hard I tried. Even worse after we 'broke up'. Yeah we were friends.
Did you finally stop thinking about him? I know it can be hard
Yes I did. It was hard.
You'll find someone better. Stay safe β₯οΈ
I mainly think about what Iβve done wrong and what I could have done better
I have those thoughts sometimes too
Yea. I am not that type of person who is efficient in resolving issues. So i turn to rumination.
I used to be good at resolving issues, but some things in life can't be resolved.
Yea its seems life always offers us more difficult riddles the more we get better at solving
Well said my friend π€·πΌββοΈ
Extinct Lifeforms
(that I'll never see/again in my life)
Years Wasted
(in the procrastination of my slight but reccuring state of depression)
Decaying Environment
(we're all dying on Earth even the innocent)
There's others but I can't say them without confusing anybody.
There are a few things... Sex... My financial situation... The health of my wife and i..
Understandable... Do you have a single older brother?π π just kidding lol π
lol i wish.. i was an only child.
Damn lol. ππ
My girlfriend... I think that is a given for many couples.
Still sweet to hear tho π
Agreed.
I spend most of my time thinking. And I'm thinking of being naked all day. 😍
Lol after I hit submit, the thought crossed my mind, how many would say s*xππ
Well as I'm currently sitting in front of my big picture window with curtains open, that might not be such a good idea π€ππ
I'm sure more people in my neighborhood walk past my living room then people walking by your bedroom window lol π€
Not any more. I have learned to calm myself, to change the directions of my random thoughts, and focus on specific things, rather that leave my mind to just go with whatever nonsense it in the news and pressing in society!
There's more to life then what's going on now or society. That's not what I meant. For me even though it's been 6 years, it's still hard to not think of my husband. Even if not consciously, we can't already control our dreams.
@Brainsbeforebeauty News was just an example, sorry that I didn't use a better example. I cared for my father for 5 years, after he suffered several strokes, then developed cancer, and I gave up everything through that. A good career a girlfriend, and several close friends. I started over after he passed. But, that is all past. For me, it has been more than 10 years. It gets better with time, understanding, and accepting things you cannot change. Accepting that you did what you could, as well as you could then. Hindsight is always better, and you can always think of something else you "could have done" or "should have done". I came to a point when I could leave it be, and accept.
by the way, some can actually control dreams, and I am often aware that I am dreaming, and I can change the course of dreams, read things, and tell time in dreams. It takes time, and focus.
Either cuddles or suicide. Both have passed my mind and stuck in there longer than I wished.
Hopefully more cuddles. And if suicidal thoughts, you should call someone to talk to St those times or get help from someone. That's never the answer.
Glad to hear that. But if that changes, you "will" call someone or seek help right? Pinky promise?
Never works, I still canβt stop thinking about sex 😊
Lol thought a lot might answer that but you are the second and the first replied just before you lol funny π€
That was supposed to be π
Looks like I was the first since I said it over 3 hours ago but was surprised everyone didnβt say it
Oh then sorry You get the ππ lol
Itβs like Steve Harvey all over again, lol
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love and heartbreaks... wrecking my truck last year... same old stuff
Least you didn't say s*x π oh wait, apparently that's me πππ
Sorry about the truckπI would be upset too if that happens to me
@Meropatrick , i sure hope it don't happen to you... it sucked hard, i'd just got all the power windows working... had a wonderful muffler on it... i'd replaced the front leaf springs, all the bushings on the suspension, new shocks... new steering gear... new alternator... yet a work in progress
@Brainsbeforebeauty, that's right, that's you... i ain't into that kinda stuff yet... eeeeeew
Oh my... this also did cost a lot apparently:/ wish u safe rides next times
@LEADFOOTboi eeeeeew? What are you really a girl π€ππ
Seriously tho, know how you feel bout your truck. My Durango got totalled just four months after hubby died. Sometimes when it rains, it pours. And sometimes there's just a fucking shitstorm
Oh yes... and i still won't stop thinking about it until i get my son 😪
Sorry. If you ever need an ear, I have
2 that still kinda work lol π
It's ok, thank you. If I was to talk to you about that LOL it would be better on the phone because there is way too much to type :-D
I understand. Not much of a texter myself
Lots of things that has happened in my relationship that I've agreed to put in the past but stillvthink about daily
Yeah that's a hard one. Even if forgive it's really hard t to forget.
Sure all sorts of rubbish when I can't get to sleep at night
Sometimes it's the thoughts I can't shut off that keep me from sleeping
How much i wanna be a mom
goood lawwwd, have mercy
@LEADFOOTboi lol
Hopefully, it'll happen for you. But that's something else that don't work by ldr or sexting/phone sex
My ldr was long ago... you say it like its my life
@Brainsbeforebeauty, you would say that... XD
No, but had it been a not ldr you may have found someone where you live and already have been a mom.
I did the ldr because the ones here where i live only WANT you to be their baby mama. If i wanna be a mom without commitment then incan do invitro. I dont wanna just have sex and get preggers. Too many fckboys here. Not all are but the ones who physically appeal to me turn out to be. And im not gonna lower my standards and get some unattractive dude just cause i want a kid. He ruins my kids chances of being cute π€·ββοΈ I tried tonfind a guy at church but even they wanna just get laid. So that ldr was my way of taking a break from in person. Never did i Think things would get pushed back and heβd fail college and change his mind about us last minute. But whatever its in the past now. It was a good experience for the most part and he made me more independent in life π€·ββοΈ
I do hope it works out for you β₯οΈ
@LEADFOOTboi
Would say what?
@Brainsbeforebeauty, because mom was right about you and so was GaG... see, this post went to sex at some point... go ahead, GaG, put it in sexuality...
@LEADFOOTboi
ππ Umm she did mention wanting a baby, and you do know how babies are made, right π€ͺπ the stork really doesn't bring them πππ
i know how babies are made... by kissing... then she gets pregent... then he hets infected with cooties... pffffff stork...
@LEADFOOTboi
πππ Are you still in grade school running away from the girls on the playground so as not to get girl cooties ππ
i don't run... i just curve em as they come... i gotta find one worth getting infected with cooties over
@LEADFOOTboi
Lol you're funny. You more worried bout girl cooties then the Corona virusππ
@Brainsbeforebeauty, cooties is deadly to mens of any age... i got a case once... i almost died
@LEADFOOTboi
ππ Well glad you're still with us π
@Brainsbeforebeauty, why thankyou... Q w Q it's touching to know someone cares...
@LEADFOOTboi
Well yeah, who's gonna lead the TP raids if you gone ππ
you're right... i'm needed in this world... imma hit Stargayle's place next
@LEADFOOTboi
I'll gladly pay you Tuesday for some TP today πππ
@Brainsbeforebeauty, who are you gonna rob to get the money?
@LEADFOOTboi
Noone I'll just disappear before Tuesday ππ
@Brainsbeforebeauty ohhhhh... this is the joke my friend was telling me and i didn't get it... weeeeeeeelll... you probly deserve some TP tho for all your cares and efforts...
@LEADFOOTboi. aww gee really π thanks π lol
yes... now stargayle will suffer in your stead... imma have to hit danea's place to get her more later
@LEADFOOTboi lol how bout I just sell you a roll? Lol or if you stop saying girls have cooties, hell I'll list give you a roll. Keep you from raiding lmao
@Brainsbeforebeauty nope... girls are cootie producers... this is factual nomatter what google says, i don't even know if Stargayle has TP anymore, so calm down... if nothing else lexi has some
Life, my life, my curiosity on some issues..
Yeah life can give us lots to think about. That's for sure
Yeah. Sexual thought. Iam tired bit i can't overcome on sexual thought
I hate to say it but Women and sex screw hormones sigh 😔
This guy i won't be able to see cause of corona
That sucks. Hopefully soon
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i think you know my answer lol ;)
π€ yep see didn't even have to give that one any thought πππ
Money and beautiful women
Lol I saw your user name and already just knew your answer π
Well thought it'd day money and s*x,
but close enough ππ
An I that smart π€ or is that been your answer to every Question π€
Both! πππ
i used to fear a little, that when I becomes rich, that women will start targeting me, so that they can turn into mothers (because it's "traditional"). So I stayed kinda low.
But that fear is no more since some years now. It seems women won't even be wanting me even if I am loaded unless I am hiring those sex masseuses π Better than those, who want to be (stay at home) mothers.
Ahh. such a reversal of things.
Why don't you just find a woman who don't want kids. Not ever woman wants to be a mother.
Much easier said than done. When I said "It seems women won't even be wanting me even if I am loaded" it literally means that. But on the bright side that also means, that women are not gold diggers, so that's a huge relief and a good thing :)
What was I thinking over 3-4 years ago. That was until I met women with higher education, their own automobile, them telling me how theyve gone on vacations outside the country, they're owning iphones etc... and they don't have those by these being handed to them by a rich lover. On another point, they have been living with their parents, so it makes sense why they're more successful than I am at this time (they're younger than me BTW). π€π€π€
Yes, about my crush, and about becoming a doctor.
Becoming a doctor would be great.
Yes and Iβm perturbed by it
Is there someone you can talk to? Or an activity to take your mind off it. Although know that always help. Sometimes it's why I don't sleep well. Think too much in my mind doesn't shut off, and interrupts my sleep
Oh I've cried a lot over the years. If you ever need an ear, I have two. They're old but still somewhat in working order ππ
Wear a life vest? π Just kidding lol sometimes it's good to cry. But once you let it out, try finding something else you could maybe do. Upbeat music? People keep saying coloring is a good stress reliever.
People I want to have sex with
Yeah. What if my pistol didn't jam the night i put it to my dome.
Where to go on vacation 😂
Nowhere at the moment
Better be somewhere you can drive too. Lol
Ooohh that sounds good
How to make my parents proud and happy.
I'm sure they already are even if they don't say it
Sex, always sex
You get the π for the first to say it π hit submit on this and thought everyone would be saying that lol the closest was being naked all day lol. Guess I'm not the only sexual deviant πππ
Can't help it π
Lol least you honest with it π
Sorry sir that is second place trophy. He actually said it first but saw your answer first ππ
Sex.
Anything else? Or just sex lol
Well, the election, I guess. But that's partly the media's fault.
Usually is lol
Yep.
Yes fucked a girl so hard she couldn't walk
Stalkers of mine
Who's stalking you?
Yeah stalking not cool. And can get scary depending how far they take it. I had a guy stalk me once. It was an experience I wouldn't want to repeat
Many things!
I hear you! Same here. Sometimes, too many that feel like hear will just explode and there'll be 'brains" everywhere lol
Yes. My Girlfriend/Fiancé!
Awwwβ₯οΈ someday you'll be saying wife π
*Giggle* I already do! (A nickname, for now!)
Lol that's sweet π
Chocolate cake lmao
Well thanks, now I'll be thinking about that lol I have been thinking of making homemade brownies but do I want to be stuck in house alone, with a whole pan of brownies. Not a good idea lol π
Yes you
Thanks lol even if not true ππ
Music.
My destruction.
Elvis
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