What is your worse/bad day feel like?

[Ezra_lila]

[Aiko_E_Lara]

It just feels so lonely. Happens when you have nothing to do and your question your existence.


Laying down in my pitch black dark room on a rainy day just wanting for the darkness to consume me. The main issue is I can't relax even if I'm given the time to.

[Aiko_E_Lara]

When you are also deprived from something you love to do

[Ezra_lila]

How do you feel now?

[Aiko_E_Lara]

I'll try to be ok. Ty. I force myself to something just out of guilt for being like that. Thinking about it, it feels shameful.

[Aiko_E_Lara]

Sometimes i think of being able to finally rest in peace so I'll have an excuse to not wake up. My other half tells me to not think about it. I have goals tho

[Ezra_lila]

I don't know how hard you feel right now but they're will be always a good day after a bad day that's for sure

[Aiko_E_Lara]

Thanks. I think I'm more accurate way to say is I'm better day after a bad day but they are still bad days and the other one is just worse than the others. But yeah i have goals.

[DannyUk2017]

Feels like i just want to be like a fly and hide in the smallest hole/corner that i could find, and no one could find me...

[call_me_scar]

Probably those days that I wake up from a dream in which I had everything I wanted only to wake up realising my days of loneliness will continue and thinking the problem is probably me

[Havthrills]

Tired. Lol. My worst day is when I don't sleep for over 24 hours and still have stuff that has to get done.

[Ezra_lila]

careful you should sleep also

[Havthrills]

I keep getting told that. My average is 4 hours of sleep. One day things will slow down.

[Ezra_lila]

I had it before specially if my mind can't stop thinking worse is I can't even have a good sleep and afterwards I got sick and its worse

[Havthrills]

Sometimes that's the case with me. My mind won't shut up. Lol. You don't have that issue now?

[Ezra_lila]

I still do and it sucks you know the feeling of I want to sleep my eyes is close but sleep can't find me LOL

[Havthrills]

Lol. Yeah it does suck. Laying there with your own thoughts. Then nothing seems to help. There needs to be a volume dial for the mind. 🤣

[Ezra_lila]

can't find the answer though and I been in this way before but then I tried to discipline myself and have a strict sleeping time then now it became more fruitful. My insomnia and anxiety before little by little I'm coping up. Anyways, sleep is really important

[Havthrills]

It is important. I've been used to 3 to 4 hours a night. How much do you get?

[Ezra_lila]

5 to 6 hours a day

[Havthrills]

That's good. I have a total of 5 hours the past 3 days. Lol

[Ezra_lila]

I'm not satisfied though, but there is an instance that I hibernate and sleep for 12 hours sleep specially if my mind is really tired.

[Havthrills]

You should be satisfied. I haven't had a chance to hibernate. Lol. It must be fun. There's one thing to do to relax the mind and body. You can probably guess what that is

[Ezra_lila]

I know it, but for that hibernation the doctor even its not good for me you know the saying too much is not good and less isn't as well

[Havthrills]

That sucks. There's got to be a way to find a happy medium. What calms your mind?

[AngelOfLight258]

Like a dark cloud hanging over me.

[exitseven]

It hurts like hell.