Guys, UHHH Crushes?

SOOO there's this guy who I like (like A LOT) and so last week I wrote him this poem and letter and well he said no only because I'm in 9th grade and he's in 10th. But today I made eye contact with him for the first time since and TBH I wanna buy him something for Valentines but I don't wanna go through that. Should I?

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Thanks for the honest opinions. And I think you're right, maybe I shouldn't like y'all are right.
Thanks!!
Guys, UHHH Crushes?
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