Do you ever see yourself in a picture, & wish you could hug yourself?
Sometimes I stare at myself & wish I could reach her..
I wish I could hug her. Tell her she’s doing a great job.
I look at her & think, wow… she’s beautiful. It’s sad one day she will not exist on earth. She was here for this time. This life time, & after she’s gone, there will not ever be one like her.
The way she grew up. The things she knows & turned to love. To give her fixations and affections.
The way her eyes lit up in discovering the world.. she’s like a rare animal.. look at her.. what is she thinking.. what will she do next?
why is she amazing that way? Why can’t I hold her?
Why can’t I hold her hand & have a conversation with her? Why can’t I know her without knowing her? (Lol)
Why can’t I just watch her all day & do fun things with her?
Yes I am my own best friend.. but sometimes it’s sad I can’t make myself into a duplicate or bounce back & forth from two bodies. That way I can be something else & be friends with the me that is me now, & then come back to this body & learn about the other body that I dwelled in, which would be so great also.
Its somewhat sad, but also a bit for other people.
The people I stare at are so rare. Where are they going? I think when I see them drive by. Sometimes I think: that person could be going on a road trip right now. That person may be on their way to pick up a wedding dress. WHO KNOWS how many people we pass & it’s some mother on her way to the hospital to give birth to new life.
I see so many cars in the road & wonder what they think & how they feel.
Where are they going?… 🤔
Maybe some clear across the country?
Some must be from other states & just passing by me.
Those truckers stayed on the highway 🛣. Those cars on the highway. Day or night. Where are they all going?
I look at myself, & wish I could hug me. You know how we can tickle ourselves but it’s not the same?
have you ever felt this way? About self?
(All images sourced from Google)
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