How can I force myself to get my permit?

i never learned how to drive a car.

i have made appointments at the dmv to get my permit but i always cancel them i have a appointment tomorrow.

i have social anxiety & i really dotn want to learn ho to drive but i ahve been told my old boses that it would make my life better not sure what if thats true.

How can I force myself to get my permit?
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