What's the hardest difficulty you've faced?

[MementoMori777]

🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

[Sonorous]

Having to endure a... part of myself.

I constantly have to battle with a side of me that thinks it understands the futility of everything. And he will come at me from out of the fukin woodworks with every weapon he can. Had me dodging punches more than once. Which I was never good at. Another time he even tried to fukin hang me. Then told me he was just playing around... 💀 practicing... like I legit saw another fukin dimension fuk u mean by "I was just testing things out"

He likes to blame his perspective of the world on his current issues & past traumas. But I can't help but think that he's got a lot more strength than he realizes. It's really hard to convince him of that though. Especially with the nature of reality being so unforgiving. But even when I feel down, I still prefer to problem solve the best I can... Until he takes over & thinks the solution to every problem is to just give up & cease to be..

This guy is a trip. Kinda wish he'd die so I can just be a naïve optimist. But yeah yeah yeah, that ain't the nature of reality either...

[mobiusforniner]

Due to circumstances, it was telling someone I love, who also loves me, that the only gift I could really give her; the only way for me to guarantee her happiness, for her to be free and happy, was for me to leave her life. The incredible pain inside was and remains unbearable. It literally felt as if I laid my life down for her except, only here, it was worse than death because, while I am now dead to her, I can still feel her heart beating in mine. I am still alive.

So in the end, when it told her those three words, I love you, she knew I meant it.

[Yannishka]

Cutting out family who were abusive and having family members of that group who Were kind to me say that they miss me and I could clearly hear the sadness in their voice as they said it. But there is no going back and they are still going to stay there.

And then there is... Dragon slayer armor on Darksouls 3. That boss made me so angry! I had this big whopper of a mace that carried me through most of it until I met that guy. It made me question my whole build. That I leveled the wrong weapon. I tried other weapons and he kept squashing me all the same. Eventually I beat him with the trusty Mace, but I was ANGRY.
I did a rerun on that game, went through the DLC to fight the final boss, grab his weapon only to return to that Dragon Slayer Armor boss and defeat him with that weapon. It felt great and after the defeat, I uninstalled <3

[MementoMori777]

You went from something so serious to a game boss, only Yanny can create such a twist 😂

Why would you accomplish all that just to uninstall the game? Sounds like a waste of your time and effort and a perfectly good built lol

[Yannishka]

😂 I didn't want it to be all gloomy. As for the game, I wanted to completely move on from that boss and look back at it without bitterness. Because one of my best friends watched my first match and laughed his ass off so it was brought up often.

[MementoMori777]

I gotta admit I was caught up in the gloominess and the sympathy for you was slapping ahrd but then you started talking about a boss level and at that point it just left 😂

It's good to know your video games keep you in a good mood tho, everyone's first match at any game is ass, it's quite shocking you recorded your first match, not many people have that memory saved for any game lol

[Yannishka]

It's not recorded ^^ we would just stream our gameplay.

[MementoMori777]

Oh, isn't that still recording?

[Yannishka]

It's not saved :( I can't relive that awful memory😂

[MementoMori777]

Oh well there's many others to relive I guess lol

[midnightmoon05]

Ex. Hubby decided to leave the marriage. For a year, I was depressed and in a very very dark side in my mind…as well…all the negativities seem to came my way. (Car broken into, car stolen, going to court, refused to go to court, mother in law hell. Depression, doctors just say, take some pills…(I never did), Lawyers not helping. Lawyer fees, etc… I “woke up” one day…and told myself I have to stand on my own two feet to raise these kids right. Even if it’s from a “broken” family. Once I set my mind into a better place…The rest was a slow uphill climb from a ditch.

5 years. later, meeting second hubby here…was also very hard in the beginning. He was not in a good place to date. He had trust issues, dating issues, job issues, mommy issues 😂 etc…

[MementoMori777]

Well I'm glad it all turned around midnight and that you are living a happy life, sounds like a miserable moment but you faced it head on, perfect example of when doors close, new ones open 😊👏

[Vegasrunner]

Not sure if there's a hardest one but I've faced a lot in my life.

- Having home broken into 11 times in 1 year.

- Watching my mother in coma from train accident

- Being shot at in a drive by

- Being shot at at point blank range

- Beating an attempt murder charge

- Beating a false DV charge

- Blowing out my knee 3 times during my basketball career

- Being cut in front of the team during my Pro career.

[MementoMori777]

It be like that tho, stay safe bro 💯

[Noahzayed-]

I always try not to exaggerate anything I face because I believe that there is always something more worse happening to other people.

Be thankful of what you have while you still have It, nothing stays the same for ever.

[MementoMori777]

Yep that's for sure, some facts right there

[b_lova]

So many options to choose from, but I am going to have to go with deciding my sexual preferences. FYI, I was homeless in my late teens and getting over that hump was nothing compared to deciding if I liked girls or boys.

[MementoMori777]

I see, well I hope you get solutions for your problem, good thing the homelessness was solved

[b_lova]

Oh, both problems were solved years ago. I decided I liked girls.

[MementoMori777]

Fair enough, cool bro 💯

[LostandFound__x]

Me right now trying to land a decent job haha. I haven’t had a stable one in about a year. It’s easily the most difficult thing I’ve been through and it’s never been so hard for me ‘achieve’ something before. But it’s good character development so 🤷🏻‍♀️

[exitseven]

I was in grad school and about to become unemployed. I had a wife and three kids to support and I was really struggling with my school work. Then suddenly my father dies just as I was getting to ready for mid term exams. I had to deal with his funeral and try and study for exams. I thought about what my father would be telling me. Don't be a wuss and study and pass the damn tests. So I pushed everything else aside and passed the damn tests.

[Nikki1989]

Having to live without parents from the age of 12 onwards.

[MementoMori777]

That's terrible Nikki but from what I've heard you have a good life now and I'm glad 🙂👏

[Nikki1989]

Thank you.

[MementoMori777]

💯💯

[MemeSupreme]

I don't know it's hard to pinpoint something like that bc it's a group of things lol

[MementoMori777]

Well choose whatever you wanna share and are comfortable to share, your account was growing cobwebs, I thought you were spider woman for a second

[MemeSupreme]

big one rn is becoming like my parents bc im very dependent on drugs for issues they've caused me, so now i can see definitely that loop researchers talk about lmao

and yeah I've been busy lately so i forget about this app sometimes

[MementoMori777]

Yep those drugs are killer indeed, literally, I'm assuming you are already experiencing the numb brain and slowness right? Have you reached the breathing difficulties yet? 🙃

[MemeSupreme]

i think ik wym. im no longer hypervigiliant when high so i can finally like focus sorta and be normal. my breathing isn't great but it's random and not like some people ik who got it worse

[MementoMori777]

Yea, you won't really notice it until you take a jog, run or run up some stairs or something, the long term effects are pretty wild

[rachel776]

crossing the line from amateur to professional musician

[MementoMori777]

Wow professional musician, I didn't take you like the type to be a musician Rachel, nice tho 🙂💯

[Christsdisciple15]

In all my 21 years (lol) my hardest challenge so far is finding a will to live

[MementoMori777]

Damn, well what is the core of the way you feel?

[Christsdisciple15]

Very apathetic about life I have no desire to do anything or continue my existence but also no courage to end it; I am consumed by anxiety, self hatred and depression but simultaneously I feel nothing at all

[MementoMori777]

That's because you are using all the time you have to think about the position you are in, doing anything is better than nothing, even if it's as simple as going for a walk and getting some air and maybe a break from the media

[Christsdisciple15]

Appreciate you

[MementoMori777]

Np, feel better 💯🙏🏽

[Fireguy17]

Having to inform families that their loved one (s) did not make it/won't becoming home anymore.
They can tell when you are walking up to them, but you still need to talk to them, express your deepest sympathies, and explain the process to them.
While it is part of the job, you never get used to it.
It just doesn't get easier, which is probably a good thing.
Then the families see that you care about them as well.

[Unit1]

Escaping...

Toxic family.

Totalitarian region.

Financing my medical services and surgeries.

And at what costs?

I am 28 years old and haven't had the time nor money to date, let alone getting any girls.

[Unit1]

I will never experience that "puppy dog" love. Or the exciting things young kids get to experience. It's gone. I had no choice.

[Jersey2]

I lost 4 people who were very close to me in 4 different months but all in the same year and due to different causes. Three of the 4 were in their 30s or 40s.

[ProbablyClueless]

Gotta be a toss up between law school and a my various attempts at weight loss over the years.

[jimmy2]

For 7 years I took care of my wife with MS,
We were married for 36 years
.
That was the hardest, toughest, hellish, unbelievable time of my life.

6 Times I battle Adult Protective services

They do not go on evidence
If it looks like abusive then it is
Then they take you before a judge and throw you ass in prison for 30 years or more

[Jmmmfi4]

Either the abuse from my father or definitely my current legal problems

[MementoMori777]

What's the legal problem?

[Jane88]

I'm suffered in my toxic family especially there’s a family member who not treat me right. But still I'm heal myself because I want peace within my soul.

[Pinay_ako]

Having to leave my parents

[MementoMori777]

I'm sorry to hear that Pako but I can assure you, they raise a very good woman 🙂👍

[Pinay_ako]

Aww 🥰 you’re too kind thank you

[MementoMori777]

Facts Pako, just facts 🙂

[WhitneySnow]

Breakups and SATs

[MementoMori777]

Fair enough

[MysticDevice]

Playing the game when it's rigged from the start for you to lose.

[Anonymous]

That's a secret🙃

[MementoMori777]

Smiley spill the beans ☻

[Opinion Owner]

I have no idea who you are lol why would I share that to a stranger👀

Also what made you stay on this toxic site lol? (Glad you stayed.. dont feed your ego tho😂) but why?

[MementoMori777]

Cause i know you wanna share it, if you didn't, you would've skipped my question smiley 😂

And I just needed a few hours of mental rest I guess, I thought I needed more so I said my goodbyes, my ego is slowly being fed tho 😶😁

Thank you Smiley 😌

[Opinion Owner]

Why you call me Smiley so much😂?

Alright then good you got your rest. See how easy I get info from you 🙃

[MementoMori777]

Cause I'm filling in the blank where your name should be... Smiley 😂

You're right, I talk a lot 😦😢

I gotta stop giving away so much info 🙂

[Opinion Owner]

Lol its okay im not dangerous unless im angry😆 but I don't use information against people.

Internet is weird people will share these deep stuff but won't share their name or show their face.

Either way I wouldn't know how to answer your question. I dont know what area you are refering too.

[MementoMori777]

What do you do when you are angry 😂

Well I know you aren't speaking about me cause I shared both of those things 😌

And by the way my question was speaking in general, you choose what you wanna share smiley lol

[Opinion Owner]

If I told you, you'd be terrified. I' tiny but I can be dangerous..👀 but it depends how angry I am.. if im not that angry I'd just squeeze the hand really hard..

Your name is Mori? aren't you afraid of people seeing your face and name?

And ill have to think about what to answer your question...

[MementoMori777]

That's adorable, you remind me of a chihuahua, I personally believe you are too tiny to be dangerous Smiley

I told you my name before didn't I? It's Chris and no I am not, what are they gonna do? Come to my house and get shot in the face? 😂

[Opinion Owner]

Noooo am nottt. That's the misstake people make with tiny people we can be dangerous too am not adorable when angry😣

No you haven't but now I know🙃 Chris as in Christian?

Lolll I don't know some people are crazy but I don't know probblaby not that😆🤣

And to answer your question I'd say once when I was in Turkey it was over 45 ° celcius (I don't know what it is in yiur weird American farenheight:)) and their were commersials on the TV on the buss on how important it is to drink water and we had non the hole ride. 😂

[Opinion Owner]

It's 113 Fahrenheit

[MementoMori777]

How do you know you aren't more adorable when angry? 😂

And I'm Chris as in Christopher but I am Christian 🤣

And what a terrible time for a commercial, how long was the ride? It's crazy, that's something in your country, our buses don't have TVs lol

[Opinion Owner]

Cause am dangerous!!!😶

Oh okay I see👀😂

Yeah like 2 hours to the hotel lol. It was many years ago so dont remember exacly. And am from Sweden not Turkey lol I was just there once on vacation.

So how about you? What is your most difficult thing you have faced?👀👀

[MementoMori777]

Okay Smiley, I'll pretend to be scared 😊

Right I forgot you said turkey, turkey has tv buses, Interesting idea, more people would use the bus 🤔

And again Smiles, self incrimination but I'll share one where I had a demonic influence almost tear my family apart, it was crazy, we weakened it tho with prayer and communication 🙂

[Opinion Owner]

Thank you as you should! And everyone!😌

Lol no but its okay no reason for you to remember there are a bunch off people on here stop playing🤣

Oh okay intressting...👀 but good it was solved. What bransch of Christianity are you?

[MementoMori777]

I remembered you were from Sweden but the simple fact that you said you went to turkey slipped my mind, I thought you were talking about Sweden lol

Anglicanism is the branch 😊

[Opinion Owner]

Lol okay... sure

Anglicanism hmmm never heard of that one.. you picked it yourself or was raised in it?🤔🙃

[MementoMori777]

I was raised in it but didn't care too much about it in the beginning, I believed but lived how I wanted but things got serious eventually and I ended up getting closer to God and you know

You believe in God smiley? 🤣

[Opinion Owner]

Okay cool! Glad you got closer to God.

Yes I do😄

[MementoMori777]

Thanks and I'm glad, I'll see you in heaven and the best part is you'll be smiling, you'd still live up to the nickname lol

[Opinion Owner]

Yayy sounds good to me☺️

Just have to figure out what bransch to be apart of but I'll figure something out sooner or later. Thank you!:)

✌🏻

[MementoMori777]

Don't think to much of the idea of branches and just grow your connection with God and if you ask for him to guide You, he will 🙂💯

[Opinion Owner]

Alright will do that. Thank you!

[MementoMori777]

No problem 🙂💯

[Opinion Owner]

👍🏻😌

[JackCarter]

Push ups... but I can do a 50 now !

[AlexEfron]

Keeping friends

[Anonymous]

An abortion.

[MementoMori777]

Why was that hard?

[Opinion Owner]

Because I didn't want to but I had to

[MementoMori777]

Financial issues?

[Opinion Owner]

Not at all. It's complicated

[MementoMori777]

Sexual assault?

[Exterminatore]

Probably being poor. That is no longer the case.

[jeffend888]

Every day is some kind of difficulty.

[Aiko_E_Lara]

Typhoon 2 years ago.

[Aiko_E_Lara]

Thankfully my family is actually quite fortunate that I'm not really use to that kind of life. www.youtube.com/watch

[BLP11520]

Being married

[Gabriel-Chicanito]

Losing weight.

[Sabretooth]

Heartache.