I'm ashamed to be middle eastern?

I hate being a bisexual middle eastern pagan woman who used to be muslim. It's a curse. I hate that the middle east has islamist (terrorist) groups like isis, the muslim brotherhood, hamas, hezbollah, the taliban, etc. My parents are strict and controlling even though I'm 20. I wish I were a secular westerner. The middle east treats lgbtq people and women like shit. The middle east has the highest rape statistics and guys in this region have double standards. Also "honor" killings are common. I can't even enjoy my culture

I'm ashamed to be middle eastern?
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