Ever feel like moving backwards?

[Anonymous]

I can't say I don't sometimes think of it, I miss the adrenaline, miss the fast money, miss the risk, yesterday waiting for this sucker to break into my car got me thinking on how much I miss it, I miss my damn mafia shit bro, I know this isn't a healthy way of thinking but it's real talk, just thoughts being thoughts but still lol

People that have left a certain lifestyle or had made changes for the better, ever felt like back tracking? Be foreal, no judgement cause I think I can understand it. 🤔

[Sonorous]

tried that down some stairs & it didn't end well

[Asker]

Try it going up the stairs, thats the right way to go backwards 💀

[Sonorous]

thanks I'll try that next time I head back up from downstairs

[Asker]

Lmao bet

[Sonorous]

that was the most awkward 15 seconds of my life

[Asker]

You could've fell lol

[Sonorous]

I just did legs too that's why it took so long 🤣 I'm weak af rn

[Asker]

Lmao it's gonna be worse tomorrow 💀

[Sonorous]

tbh probably because I don't usually add weight but I figured I would start today 😭

[NathanDavis]

sometimes, when I'm walking with someone way shorter and is kind of slower too...

I just start walking backwards along them... and it will slow me down enough to keep the same pace as them, lol

[Asker]

Or you can slow down

[NathanDavis]

but that takes conscious effort...

and it makes me start walking and talking like I'm in slow motion... that joke gets old really quick, lmfao

[Asker]

Lol.

[Miah04]

I miss basketball, a lot.

I mean i play still for fun. But it's very different.

But as for you. If you used to do illegal stuff. It's good you stopped. Don't look back. That's the devil tempting you

[Asker]

Yep it's a battle with the devil and I think I'm losing 🙃

[Miah04]

Pray for the tools to fight the devil

[Asker]

I shall, and you should keep playing basketball

[Miah04]

I got other plans for basketball.
I will pray for you too

[Asker]

Thanks and that's good 😌🤝

[MemeSupreme]

yeah its a real pain in the ass bc you know better lol but its tempting

altho it was no MAFIA lifestyle lmao hearing gunshots is good enough for me

[Asker]

Are you speaking about the self harm? Cause that should definitely be a no no ☻

You get used to gunshots after you get some hearing loss 💀

[MemeSupreme]

yeah that's one i struggle not falling back into but i meant like in general. doing impulsive shit like reckless driving is fun but you kinda regret it after

gunshots are fucking annoying bc of how random they are. maybe mafia people in movies always yelling bc they lost their hearing lol

[Asker]

Driving like a maniac is fun, I can definitely see why that comes back to mind but yea it's all things not worth backtracking too

I always thought Italians were just loud people lmao it's those indoor ones that really torture your hearing tho

[MemeSupreme]

doin impulsive shit can be fun but once you start doing one thing then like it leads to being impulsive in ways you shouldn't

and indoor ones? wtf that sounds awful lmfao the shooter better be wearing ear plugs

[Asker]

Sounds like you've got experience at impulsive shit memey, going full momey mode 😂

Yep and if it's not planned shots indoors, it's even worse, it makes your head vibrate lol

[MemeSupreme]

ew why did that make me cringe lol like someone's head vibrating

is it bad or a casual vibration where you're like "woah"

[Asker]

Kinda feels like it's the brain vibrating, but not like none stop, kinda like a shake, then tinnitus kicks in and you just hear a pitch EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lol

[KittygosMeoWW]

Nooo… there’s so much potential in the future.

[Asker]

Well I surely like the way you think kitty, very healthy, good on you 🤣💯🤝

[KittygosMeoWW]

Ok….

[PrettyCrumblBb]

You were in the mafia?

[Asker]

Created one with my bro, but we broke it off when we had a god given vision about the jewelry heist we were going to proceed on, in the vision we all got our shits blown with shotguns by police, we took it as a warning and disparted the mafia, if I was in someone else's mafia is be dead cause there's no walking out of that.

[Asker]

Id**

[PrettyCrumblBb]

It's hard to believe you were in a mafia 😂

[Asker]

Good, I don't wanna give off that impression 😂

[TiaNour]

I do a lot, but I try not to think about it

[Asker]

I wish I could not think of stuff

[serenalovesramen]

i have multiple times

[Asker]

Why don't you?

[serenalovesramen]

what?

[Asker]

Why don't you? It's a serious question, cause I know you don't believe in anything, I do and that's why I don't backtrack but you must have a different motivation, what is it?

[serenalovesramen]

i do tho

[Asker]

Oh.. alright

[serenalovesramen]

bruh im so confused

[Asker]

You confused yourself cause I was clear 💀

[serenalovesramen]

I gotta use this fucking uh speech to text thing because I took these pills and now your not making sense

[TiaNour]

💀💀💀

[Asker]

Well if you are medicated sniffles then this convo isn't going anywhere ha

[serenalovesramen]

Tia you wanna do something tomorrow because like I’m bored and bored

[serenalovesramen]

@ChicoFromThe305 ohhhhh now it makes sense

[serenalovesramen]

i don’t do it because then i just dig myself into bigger problems

[Asker]

Fair enough