Have you ever been violently ambivalent?

[Chazmatazz269]

Ell oh ell! Not literally, obviously. I am “fighting with myself” though. I want to go see a new movie. I also do not want to leave the house.
Have you ever felt strongly enough about two opposing ideas that your internal dialogue seemed aggressive? Hahaha!

[msc545]

I've never been violently ambivalent, but I certainly have been uncomfortably, ambivalent and more than once. In fact, it's interesting that you asked this question just now because just at this moment I'm feeling the same way. I want to go see the new civil war movie and at the same time I don't want to leave the house. This is very uncomfortable but I probably will go to the film.

[Chazmatazz269]

I’m going to wait for that to be streaming. I’m certain it will frustrate me and i don’t need to be out in the world with that weight on my mind.

[msc545]

I just saw the film this morning. It is brutal as hell and lacking in character development. But - outstanding cinematography!

[Chazmatazz269]

I suspect that the filmmakers knew that they wouldn’t have to develop the characters. On that subject matter they need only present an archetype and the audience will fill in the backstory for themselves. That’s why i won’t see it in the theater.

[msc545]

You are absolutely right about that.

[jahaims]

Violent- using or involving physical force intended to hurt, damage, or kill someone or something.
No I don't self harm myself when I have conflicting thoughts and feelings.

[Chazmatazz269]

If you’re too busy to read the body of the post, feel free to avoid my posts. I need your brand of nonsense when i’ve already gone out of my way to inform people that i’m applying hyperbole.
This is the only warning i’ll offer.

[jahaims]

If you're too stupid to use words correctly, then feel free to block me.

[Gent207-2]

Does suicidal count?

[Chazmatazz269]

I suppose it does! Maybe more than most. Ell oh ell!
Are you okay?