How to deal with emotional abuse?

[starryy_xnights]

I've been dealing w/ emotional abuse for two years now. I don't know what to do snymore. my dad gets drunk and lash out and just a mean person in general. there's time when he serisouly took a toll on my mental health like for ex self ha r m and wanting to not be alive. what should i do

[SpeedAnswerDemon]

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these amateurs not telling you how to make mustard gas

first get bleach. most laundry detergents have bleach in it, but get straight bleach if possible.

then vinegar. literally everyone got vinegar, but if you don't, just get vodka to ferment and it becomes vinegar.

any amount of bleach with the smallest amounts of vinegar can create mustard gas.

do this at night or when only your dad is home.

mix the bleach and small bit of vinegar in a jar or a cup, whatever it doesn't matter. then shove it into your dad's room, and sprint away. that'll kill him within minutes. if you want to know what to do after, just ask in comments.

[starryy_xnights]

so u want me to kill my dad lol that has to be a joke

[SpeedAnswerDemon]

ahh.

[Maybe_Maybe_not]

as said by others, please reach a family member you can trust, and/or open up to the nearest socio-medical worker, at school or at hospital, they're here for this, they will help !

[starryy_xnights]

other family members know but they dont do anything!

[Maybe_Maybe_not]

then your best bet are health care professionals of your school !
Just, please, walk away from this site, some individuals here are not exactly the best of humanity, as you can see in this page.

[Anonymous]

Heyyy! Great question.
I’m sorry to hear this and I understand. I grew up with alcoholic parents/adults in the home too.
You can call 911 and insist you are afraid to be with him even if he is sober. My kid is your age and I’d hope she’d reach out.

[starryy_xnights]

honestly i thought about cps but im scared to im not surr what to expect i still love him but its a lot lol

[Opinion Owner]

Foster Homes can be a challenge on their own as well. I’m not saying your parent isn't capable of doing their best for you, but maybe they are trying and if you left then you’d miss home!!

[Avicenna]

Can you talk about this with a counselor at school?

[starryy_xnights]

yes i can

[Avicenna]

I would do that then

[TurboAnon]

Confide in a trusted family member.

[starryy_xnights]

doesn't work

[LiamJHayden]

Speak with someone you trust.

[starryy_xnights]

then?

[EnjoytheDay777]

It's good to share your pain.