Where is the girl that was put on earth for me?

[Lonelyguy4]

So I don’t understand. I am 47. And I’ve never had a girlfriend. Not for a lack of trying. But I’ve tried church, online, at work, hobbies, and I’ve never been past one date with a girl.
Just recently, I met someone who I thought was gonna be someone very special, and the date even went well. But then a no go for a second date.
I really don’t understand what is wrong with me? What am I doing wrong?
I’m still trying to make my dream of becoming an actor come true, I am an artist, And I’m still working jobs that give me the freedom to pursue my career? I am a Christian, a liberal, which I know those two don’t normally go together, but those are my beliefs. They say there’s someone put on this earth for everyone, so where is she? It’s very hurtful and lonely living this way. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I was diagnosed as my only autistic. I don’t know if that could be something?

[Abbycado]

Just have to keep trying. Self reflection is key too. Only you know you.

[seeyounexttuesday]

So you're broke and a lefty. No wonder women don't want you.

[MannMitAntworten]

HA! Straight for the throat in that response! Yeah, the ‘acting’ aspect isn’t a selling point for most women after a certain point in his (and women’s) early twenties.

[Staximus]

You are or aren't autistic?

[Staximus]

Unsuccessful actors are seen as flaky people who aren't living in reality

[Staximus]

If you are autistic then you might want to study or take a class that focuses on on how to interact with people

[Lonelyguy4]

I am autistic, sorry it was a typo.

[Anonymous]

I wonder the same.