Questions

As men we’re born we have to build ourselves from the ground up.

Insane expectations put on us, because to appeal to women you have to be the ultra masculine acecho type.
Rich, muscly, tall, big d1ck and good in 🛏️, tough. That’s what all women want, my girlfriend too which shows they don’t really like the man for him. You got to be perfect.

Like if a man is struggling they won’t pick that guy, just let him die and evolve out. You have to be a winner, as to women it’s only like the top 5% of men make it into her sight.

I enjoy being a man but it’s so difficult. Because it’s a game no matter what level you are at you cannot win at. The competition is unreal and social media makes it unplayable as I can just not build this insane as I cannot build those insane definition physiques. I struggled to get a pretty girlfriend I can’t lie. Men are now just viewed as like worthless.

I looked down on my left foot and found a small cut. there's a tiny bit of blood there. no idea where it came from lol...

i treat it already don't worry.

I have not really gotten off the ground running on just about everything in life. It is really hurting my self-esteem and has left me feeling ignored, irrelevant, bored, and feeling like I am losing my ever fucking mind.

I will provide a few examples:

One, I have been trying to sell my independent web services. I am a talented web developer. I acknowledge AI is making it easier to create web apps and websites, but not everyone has fully adopted it yet for these purposes. I had a few clients and created websites for them last year. I received mostly positive feedback, and I offered my services for a steal. I was supposed to work on one more website for another small business, and it has been over 6 months and I haven't heard a thing from them. That is now $1,500 I will not be getting. They are a landscaping supply company, so this time of year would be ideal. Meanwhile, I launched a website trying to gain clients. No calls, no web form submissions, nothing. I advertise, sometimes cold call, reach out to other recruiters and company owners... nothing. One of my clients from last year that I was told needed updates, they have yet to provide me with anything. Potential and existing clients are pulling back.

Then, I am spending a lot of my time now trying to advocate and raise awareness about our crumbling public safety infrastructure in my state, as it has become very problematic. I have spoken with news organizations, and they now either lie saying they will "get to it" or I am ignored and sidelined.

I feel like I am not taken seriously now, and that I have become irrelevant.