WARNING wall of text incoming. This is a bit long so bear with me. I am 18 and my girlfriend is 17.
I don't even know why I'm typing this. I am so heartbroken that I can't see a promise of tomorrow. Lexi (not her real name) and I have been together all of our lives, literally. Our Mothers are best friends and were sorority sisters. She and I are actually only 4 months apart in age, I just turned 18 and she will in October.
We have been friends since we were kids and we became romantically involved with one another at 14. We have been with each other almost every day since. We are very young so obviously we both know that marriage wasn't on the immediate horizon but we have talked and planned and dreamed about it for years. Both of our family's attend the same church and through that we both decided that we would wait at least until we were out of our parents honres to actually go ali of the way. Believe me it wasn't always my idea and there was more than one time I asked to break that but she is the one who held firm. God I feel like such a fucking loser just typing that. We even both got into the same college to attend this fali and we were going to try and match up our schedules as much as possible. That is ali gone to shit now.
She had a chance to go to a 2 week leadership conference this summer and it was a great opportunity for her. Of course I was going to miss her and be sad that she was gone but what is 2 weeks right. RIGHT? My cousin, also a girl, was at the same camp and Lexi new her very well so they were planning on rooming together and hanging out. First couple of days there things seem fine. We text and Skype during the day and at night before she went to bed.
Gag has a character limit so I will be making a follow up post.
I don't even know why I'm typing this. I am so heartbroken that I can't see a promise of tomorrow. Lexi (not her real name) and I have been together all of our lives, literally. Our Mothers are best friends and were sorority sisters. She and I are actually only 4 months apart in age, I just turned 18 and she will in October.
We have been friends since we were kids and we became romantically involved with one another at 14. We have been with each other almost every day since. We are very young so obviously we both know that marriage wasn't on the immediate horizon but we have talked and planned and dreamed about it for years. Both of our family's attend the same church and through that we both decided that we would wait at least until we were out of our parents honres to actually go ali of the way. Believe me it wasn't always my idea and there was more than one time I asked to break that but she is the one who held firm. God I feel like such a fucking loser just typing that. We even both got into the same college to attend this fali and we were going to try and match up our schedules as much as possible. That is ali gone to shit now.
She had a chance to go to a 2 week leadership conference this summer and it was a great opportunity for her. Of course I was going to miss her and be sad that she was gone but what is 2 weeks right. RIGHT? My cousin, also a girl, was at the same camp and Lexi new her very well so they were planning on rooming together and hanging out. First couple of days there things seem fine. We text and Skype during the day and at night before she went to bed.
Gag has a character limit so I will be making a follow up post.
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