Why the hell have things been going so well for me with latin girls? How will I ever decide on a latin girl to marry when it is so tempting to cheat?

Jack9949
First and foremost, I am willing to do everything in my power to ensure that I do not cheat. But regardless it is a temptation that I face.

But here I am.

Just a shy introvert white guy all throughout school. Barely had any friends, never had sex, never had a girlfriend. Never even kissed another girl before.

And yet here I am today just a year after graduation. Friends with several latina women and counting. Talking to eachother almost daily and replying back consistently.

I have their interest and they have mine.

Hell things have been going so well for me that this Native American lady from Ecuador is willing to sacrifice her bloodline.

She said the guys in her country were not loyal and she wants me to visit when I can.

I’m just wondering why tf things have been going this well.

Its like I’m treated as a supermodel in latin America (even though I don’t even work out regularly) but in my own country I am just an undesirable racist piece of trash.

Seriously. The women keep swarming me like a bunch of insects.

And I love every second of it.

But I am just worried that down the road it could lead to problems.

Because my desirability makes me rank super high among them, it is EXTREMELY tempting to cheat.

But I know this is wrong. But I am already beginning to feel a temptation towards it in my pants. It is not good.

I feel like how will I ever decide on my woman? There are so many of them that I like it is impossible to settle on any one...

As it is I am flirting with multiple right now. But it is only over text so it can’t be that bad.
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27 d
Like I can’t say with absolute certainly that if I had a girlfriend and latin girls started grooming me that I wouldn’t just give in under the pressure of the heat of the moment.

The right thing to do would be to say I had a girlfriend but I don't know if I’m capable of that until the moment arises
27 d
Its like as a traditional Christian conservative man I had ZERO desirability among white women but now I am facing temptations I never felt before
Why the hell have things been going so well for me with latin girls? How will I ever decide on a latin girl to marry when it is so tempting to cheat?
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