I Fall in Love with a Celebrity, I am Feeling Love Pain?

[3B2001]

Even Though I am Between Gray Asexual and Demisexual in Asexual Spectrum. I madly "Fall in Love" with a celebrity.
Her name is Daniela Melchior a Portugal Actress. She is 5 years older than me and I think really cute and beautiful at the same time.
Because of my Sexuality it is not possible to share a romantic relationship or a sexual one with someone unless I fall in love. Also every men and women else looks like just objects to me. I have zero control on falling love with someone. That Tenfolds my love pain. How can I overcome that pain.
Please not make fun of it. Even if I could fall in love. Then anyone has that risk/chance.

[Anonymous]

I am a demisexual. How can you even fall in love with someone if you don't know their personality? Just sounds like a celebrity crush ( which demis don't have)
Or are you guys dating? Is she your real life friend? Do you talk with each other?

[3B2001]

First of all about my sexuality. I find having sex gross. I do not attracted to men but I aldo not attracted to vagina. I sometimes find girls beautiful but in a more childish way. But in my prior life I enjoy masturbating.
I once felt a romantic crush on a girl but not a sexual one. I very hardly and randomly can fall in love and it is only when I do not find sex gross.
Yes it is a Celebrity crush. But her voice is so appealing, she is very cute and beautiful. I felt the same things to her once I felt to my classmate. But even at a higher level. I am not crazy. Not thinking wild fantasies, not obsessively dreaming absurd things. But only thing I sexually imagined about her if one percent chance hit me and she becomes my girlfriend I would not find having sex with her gross

[Opinion Owner]

Demisexuality means feeling sexual attraction only after forming an EMOTIONAL CONNECTION that is after knowing a person's PERSONALITY

Celebrity crushes are far from demisexuality. Maybe you're asexual or something else. I don't know man

[3B2001]

Actually I once had a little crush on my classmate. We kinda flirt. I liked her but I do not want to have a sexual relationship so I put distance to her.