My boyfriend taunts me because I panicked during our first kiss. Is it really my fault?

So my boyfriend and i made out in our school's basement, but i didn't let him go beyond kissing. As it was my first kiss, i panicked and was nervous as hell. He still taunts me for that and shames me. Is it really my fault?

My boyfriend taunts me because I panicked during our first kiss. Is it really my fault?
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