If girls only want to date marry and fuq 8s and 9s, what is my purpose in life as a 2?

Men that are 2s or 3s like me aren't even of consideration when it comes to finding love or intimacy. What then is our calling in life despite loneliness insults and depression, im not the kind to end my own life

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I know im ugly cause i look in the mirror and see gross dirty creepy looking face that seems more evil than angelic
If girls only want to date marry and fuq 8s and 9s, what is my purpose in life as a 2?
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