I get so turned on by older women, but also know it doesn't make sense?

I mean yes, I find some of them hott as hell who are 15-25 years older than me, but also it probably won't stay that way... Plus I may want a family... plus my mom would go BALLISTIC and it would be super awkward in my family, but I don't know, I've always been this way. I'm interested in younger women too, but more mature ones just turn me on that much more. I'm also not interested in a casual sexual relationship with someone, so it gets complicated..

I get so turned on by older women, but also know it doesn't make sense?
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