Do you believe in signs?

When I say this I mean do you believe that the universe will or whatever you believe in will sometimes drop strong hints that this or that is supposed to happen or not supposed to happen?

I believe in it to an extent recently o been going through a tough time in accepting that the woman I love sees me well as a stalker. Never meant for any of my actions to come of that way but that means nothing to her I sacred this poor girl and it hurts me. Ire and more I think about it especially cause this is the one person I didn’t want to screw up with.

But I felt so strongly about that sentiment that when I felt like I was screwing up or was going to that I would panic and well do some stupid shit I shouldn’t have.

I always felt that there were strong hints out there that she's the one a for a good while I really thought she was and truly part of me still does and part of me is telling myself with enough time and patience one day you’ll be able to mend things…

I don’t think I’m wrong about that I mean if I gave it a few years doubt she’d even remember and I could probably start fresh. But that’s the issue there’s a part of me seriously thinking that and I know that’s unrealistic one no one’s gonna be single for that long even more if she gets into a relationship what I’m wait years for this girl to fix the fuck up of a bed I made for myself.

And two am I really willing to waste probably a good chunk of my life to try and fix things with someone I royal messed up with? I think that would be such a big disservice to myself and I know it’d be.

But then there’s the age old saying if you care about it let it go and if it comes back to you then it’s meant to be.

I think the key take away here is i shouldn’t wait around for a girl that might not love me
Things never got so far or deep to begin with but maybe we could build something truly genuine if I work on me and come back as a new man and if she comes back around then cool if not I need to be okay with that too.
Do you believe in signs?
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