I didn’t grow up with any religion or spiritual beliefs growing up, I’m interested now, is that okay?

I also live in a small town on an island, which I enjoy.
However I don’t want to be seen in the local church.. why am I feeling this way when I am seeking guidance from a higher power? It shouldn’t matter right?
I’m a good person with a strong will and generally care for others. But I’m very stuck and always have bad luck and struggle. In my mind I assume some religion or spiritual practice could provide some light or courage on my frustrations and provide me some hope and or direction.
I didn’t grow up with any religion or spiritual beliefs growing up, I’m interested now, is that okay?
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