Do you believe Satan might test you by making it look like you are losing, right when you are about to win?

[jennifer_bloom]

In the Bible, Joseph was thrown into prison where it seemed like he had no hope, but by being throwing into prison, he became prime minister of Egypt through the friends he made while he was in prison, and he achieved something bigger then all the things he lost when his brothers removed him from his family home by selling him to the Ishmaelite traffickers as a teenager.

In the Bible, the Israelites were surrounded by the Egyptian army on every side, and their only way to escape was by crossing the Red Sea, which had a huge drowning potential for them, but that is when God killed their enemies forever and rescued them from their potential to return to slavery in Egypt.

In university, I came close to dying in a horrible and agonizing way, right before I was cured from my anxiety disorder forever, and after that I could finally be happy and comfortable for the first time in 12 years since becoming sick with my anxiety disorder.

[AMS700CX4u2]

Jennifer, I am 75 years old and had a rather downhearted end to my carter. At age 59.5 I was told that I had made some significant mistakes on the Job. My Supervisor and Manager disproved the accusations. However, my employer persisted. I went on unemployment, during which I filled for disability, went through a bankruptcy, lost my retirement and ended up having a heart attack. I underwent Cardiac bypass and recovered well. During my rehabilitation I was put on a treadmill and developed Osteomyelitis. I voluntarily had my right lower leg amputated. At this point many wondered why I had not committed suicide. Then I received a Job offer an offer to be a sexual surrogate for a shrink. I thought about it for a month. Frustrated women report to the psychologist who writes a prescription for the therapy, which I would deliver and bill for. Ultimately I said no. That was 10 years ago.

[Genzet]

Satan makes me want to do evil things, but I always resist