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Back in mid October, I decided to go out of my comfort zone and I added and messaged this really cute girl on Facebook I went to high school with, but never talked to. Anyway, we actually got talking and we started getting along pretty good.
She did live 2 hours away, because of school, so we didn't get together, but we talked more and more and she said she was interested in a relationship. I offered to come up to see her on my nights off, but she had night classes those nights, so I never could.
Anyway, she and I started making plans for her winter break. She had expressed interest in us starting to have sex and meeting parents while she was down here. I changed my schedule to make maximize my I'm with her. Going into the first date we were very excited and I really liked her, I got her a rose and everything, even went to find her favorite hot chocolate for our date.
But she asked to go home because of a migraine and said she wasn't fully over her ex and needed time. She said she thought she'd be fine until our plans became real.
For a few weeks we barely talked, and she'd ask me how I got over my last girlfriend. But lately, I felt I was trying to convince her she should be over her ex and stop ignoring the person who's trying to be in her life.
The other day I sent her a message, saying that I felt I was trying to convince her rather than help the situation. I told her hopefully when things change she'll reach out to me, and I'll be her for her. She said she didn't feel I was doing that, and she appreciates that.
It's been a few days since, and she hasn't said anything to me. I also found her Instagram, and she portrayed herself as a conservative quiet person, but she has a lot of revealing pictures on Instagram, which I guess is the norm now, but a lot of pictures for attention, in my opinion. She also still has a photo of her and the ex on there. I got more upset when I saw the pictures of her doing our plans, but whether she was with family or someone else I don't know.

So you all know my relationship problems and I've always felt like there are unnatural forces keeping me from forming relationships with others but this by far takes the cake.
I was at the dentist getting some work done and they had an intern talking to me. She was super cute and I thought, "damn I need her number". So everything was going great, she seemed impressed with me and she even did some work herself (I hope my teeth didn't turn her off 😳). Anyways she was finishing up and I was gonna ask for her number but the front desk lady was rushing me telling me call and reschedule and to leave quickly so I wouldn't be late for work. So I was wondering how the hell this lady even knows that someone brought me here. ... I get outside and find out my mom called them like 3 times.. 😑.

This is exactly why I can't stand fucking people! I already look like I'm 12, I work 2 jobs all day (actually that Impressed the girl 😡) but I guess its not surprising that a large majority of my issues circulate around my mom. She never let me go places when I was a kid, she expects me to do everything (covered that last time) and she's constantly paranoid. And here I am the only one at work with no friends and no girlfriend with her fucking me over 75% of the time by embarrassing me.

Now that I'm done ranting 😴. Have you ever been close to a date or a relationship or something like that only to have someone embarrass you or ruin the situation?