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So basically I work with this guy and we used to be closer, I used to go over to his house and hang out with him a lot. We used to be friends but I wouldn’t call him a friend anymore.

now there’s been 3 different occasions where he thinks I’m talking shit about him? And instead of coming to me and asking me about it like an adult, he goes and talks shit and tells everyone I’m fake and that I said this and that. He even said his brother was gonna beat me up at some point?

But the annoying part is, he NEVER says any of this to my face. When we’re at work together, he’ll either give me dirty looks and we’ll avoid each other. Or we talk and joke as if nothing ever happened.
The times I have brought these situations up, he gets very apologetic “Oh I’m sorry. I say things I don’t mean. I just heard this and that, blah blah.”

The whole situation is giving me middle school. At this point I don’t care to try and be his friend anymore. Cause every time I’m around him, it’s this awkward tense energy. Like yeah we’re cool today but are you gonna be mad at me tomorrow?

So I don't know if I should just avoid him at work or if I should try and talk to him once again and be straight up and tell him exactly how I feel.

This may not make any sense. But I’m in a relationship I know I shouldn’t be in right now. Im really emotionally tied to this woman named Eve though I know we’re not the right match. I feel like breaking up with this woman is right thing to do. But I go crazy at the thought of Eve with another guy. Does this mean I’m crazy? I dunno how I’m going to handle this when the day comes. Eve is not 100% bad, and there’s lots of good things she does. But it’s a toxic relationship.

Here are the reasons can’t stay with her:

1.
I’m not 100% sure she’s faithful:

Eve has too many male friends. She’s thirsty for attention from other guys and pretends she’s not. Eve also has a history of sleeping around, having one night stands, and has been pregnant and aborted by 2 different men. Now she’s always fronting and barely wants sex with me.

2.
She’s very judgmental and ignorant:

She makes fun of people who are poor, living cheap looking apartment’s and houses. Even laughs at people who wear cheap clothes from Walmart. She always points out bad character traits I’m me and my family. But doesn’t like it when I do the same back to her.

3.
She likes giving attitude:

She always has issues with somebody. For example, she’s always yelling and cursing at people on the road when she drives. She used yell at me frequently until I started yelling back her. She still does it once in awhile, but not as often.

Giving all I said. I still can’t let her go and I don’t know why!