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So, in one of my works of writing, a superhero series, there's the city of Magna Harris, Maryland. It has about 3 million residents and is the hometown the superhero protagonist is from. In 2006, one of the city's other well-known main superheroes, Ninjette, gave her life fighting a villain, resulting in a huge explosion.

The tragedy was so depressing to the people of Magna Harris, that they reformed their entire city and put family, love, and protection, as the city's three tenets. The mayor at the time held a huge funeral procession for the fallen heroine and she even had a statue built in Ninjette's honor.

While the rest of America continued on as social media, corporatism, and political division started to divide the country apart, Magna Harris stayed strong. However, the political division and overall negativity of America in the 2010s gave the city a negative reputation due to its political neutrality, and it became known as "a place for alt-right bigots" according to the left, or "a place for whiny liberal snowflakes" according to the right. The city and its inhabitants kept to themselves however, and did nothing to try to change the rest of the country's image about them, leaving most people unaware of how Magna Harris operated.

Inside of the city, the economy was flourishing. Young people raised within the last twenty years have an average height of 6'2"/188 cm (if male) and 5'9"/176 cm (if female). They are also all in-shape and incredibly handsome/beautiful, according to outsiders. They are kind, caring, and highly educated people, but also well-trained in both self-defense and basic military combat, should another supervillain or threat ever arise in their city. Dating seems to be no problem for any decent man or woman, and families seem to be abundant in the city.

To live in Magna Harris, the only rule is to fully accept their way of life and reject the negativity of the place you came from. WOULD YOU LIVE IN SUCH A CITY?

Growing up, I was a major outcast and suffered with a lot of severe mental health issues. I had interests that were obsessive and unusual, such as an interest in fire alarms, phone systems, and intercoms. I missed a lot of school due to mental health reasons that required hospitalization and residential treatment. I hardly fit in with anyone at school, and girls especially didn't pay any attention to me. I was also (and still am) short in height at 5'6". I missed a lot of developmental milestones that I reap today.

I was never athletic in school. I was not involved in sports really. I was, however, involved in boy scouts up to age 16 and transitioned into the fire explorer programs.

Socially, I have always struggled. I was hoping adulthood would be better, but it turned out to be worse and a nightmare.

I am 27, almost 28, and I never had a real girlfriend. My absolute biggest regret that kills me to this day is not experiencing young romance. I so wish I was able to form those memories with a girl when I was young who was around my age.

It wasn't until I was around 19 when I had my first kiss with this girl I found repulsive to me. I tried dating her, but it just didn't feel right. She just was not attractive to me.

Also, there was this girl named Izzy that was around 15 when I was 18. Although we cuddled and I kissed her, she became a transgender man and resents me. There is no going back there.

When I was 20, I lost my virginity to another 16 year old girl during a weekend fling. She did not want anything to do with me romantically after that. In fact, I was convicted of stalking because of her (long story).

After that, all I have had is online things with girls where they rejected me upon meeting me in person because I was unattractive to them.

I haven't touched a girl in 7 years. Meanwhile, all my peers and former friends I have known are married and have kids.

I want a woman without a romantic past where we can be each other's first loves.