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I have met a content creator. she is 24 years old. This is mainly via distance as she lives in another state. She streams on Twitch and she works on other platforms. We met at a party offline.

She has all these guys talking to her and some of them ask to marry her and things like this. One guy has even sent her a large gift of flowers

I asked her about the guy that sent her the flowers and she told me it is all a game and she could block him if I wanted her to and I said no to her blocking him because it’s her life.

I was a little nervous again so I asked her again and she said he’s just a friend and she showed me a text which said that he will support her on the platforms

I told her that I like her because I do and she said she does too and she will always choose me

Anyway - she says other things to him like she loves him and things like this and he’s even said to her mom that he is looking forward to meeting her mom. He is in another country

The guy is old enough to be her father and she has told me and others that she doesn’t want to be someone’s trophy wife and that she could never marry an older man because of this reason. She also said to people that older men usually have an agenda

I told her again for honesty to her the reason why I feel nervous about it is because I do like her and she told me that I must understand that it is just a game and that she needs me in her life. I have sent her some money to help support her here and there

she says I am her best friend

I take her word for it but I still don’t know what to do. I don’t care if he’s nothing to her but I just think like what if she is playing me too?

what do you think?

Just for the record it is not racist if you just find certain ethnicities physically attractive.

Physical attraction isn’t a choice. Race is also a bullshit victim excuse some people use who can’t handle rejection (if it was due to looks). If a minority girl isn’t physically attracted to me because I’m white then she’s just not attracted to me. I might be disappointed but it’s just how it is. Not her fault because physical attraction isn’t a choice.

However if you do find someone of a different race attractive but won’t even give them a chance because of unfair prejudices that’s a different story. It’s one thing if you took the time to get to know them and you just found them incompatible. But quite another if you intentionally stayed away despite finding them attractive otherwise.

Anyway I have have dated outside my race plenty of times. But often found these women brought up racial differences more than I did. I had an Asian ex girlfriend who would say “ah white people” occasionally when she was frustrated with me over something. It didn’t bother me the much because she was young, beautiful and in love with me for a long stretch. But I rarely brought up race when dating and if I did it was usually positive (she was a good cook).

But still I truly believe women consider race more when it comes to dating then they will admit (white girls especially won’t admit that).

Again I do NOT think it’s “racist” to admit you don’t find a certain ethnicity attractive (but respect them otherwise). But I think women are secretly more picky about this.