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I've noticed that I have had an increase in ocd after COVID happened. Things I had never considered have now entered my mind, and it's really driving me crazy. I realize we are essentially living in filth as human beings. I never realized how we essentially spit when we talk, even when we're just talking normally. I never knew that until they started talking about the spread of COVID. Now I picture basically spitting food particles at each other every time we talk. I was also made aware of how much a toilet sprays into the air when we flush. I don't know how others don't find that absolutely disgusting. Even if the lid is closed, the toilet will still spray through the cracks. Essentially, we are covered in feces and urine particles and then go walk around our houses. I also realized that people don't really wash their hands well and will shake people's hands and touch shared objects. I don't know how anyone can live with this other than simply being ignorant of it. Does anyone else feel the same way, or do I need to go see an OCD specialist?

My crush/friend who I used to work with I would notice numerous little “accidental” touches between us handing something to or showing something with our hands such as reading along in the Bible showing me the line as being read and keep lightly touching my finger and I would always have to move mine before hers and never apologizing for any of these touches either. When we would be around each other if she had to get by she would lightly just bump into me or lightly brush against me instead of saying “excuse me” or trying to signal me to move. Lost track of how many all of these “accidents “ happened but I remember it happened enough times to where I started to play a game in my head to guess if she would find a way to “ touch “ me somehow lol. I’m aware confirmation bias could be in play here, but I swear I’ve never experienced this with any woman/girl before unless we were dating or was obviously into each other. When we would sit across or by each other in the break room her feet would touch mine and I would always have to move my foot first. Happened multiple times , maybe she was clumsy or naive. I was mid 20’s she was 19-21 years old and she is very religious not sure if those details matter.

A. Make out - Let him kiss you, lips and neck for 1 minute.

B. Belly button kiss - Let him kiss your belly button for 1 minute.

C. Butt cleavage kiss - Let him kiss your butt cheeks for 1 minute.

4. Boob flash - Flash him your boobs and let him touch them for 10 seconds.

5. Hand and foot massage - Let him give you a hand and foot massage for 5 minutes.

6. Leg massage - Let him give you a leg massage for 5 minutes.

7. Buy your underwear - Take off your bra + panties (discreetly) and let him have them.